i know i have friends but liek i want more,what i have isnt yet enough methinks cos liek with new friends i get so paranoid and every interaction just feels forced, if i dont message first i think id not get messages in days,, i just dont really understand what makes me so unlikeable ?? its not really the right word but i dont know why else people would avoid talking to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! new... » Continue Reading
I made one little green cat, a paper craft, and then i made another one,, and im gonna make more.... and more..................... AND THEENNNN ill make hmmmmm... NMOOREE""!!!!!!!!!! goopcat world domination is go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 but yes i love them they are so cute okay goopbye i luv you » Continue Reading
Not really feeling any rants to toss at whoevers reading.. so ill just write a little about different things right now im watching OUTLORE, and i have been the past couple days!! ive never been too into crime because i find that its too casually discussed or just too detailed, but OUTLORE is pretty perfect for me, since Eleanor Neale is good at giving the info in a safe way :) i really recommend i... » Continue Reading
i love jack off jill,, i think their music really pretty to listen to and and and and and yeah yknow?????????? i just feel deeply with their music, and relate to a lot :7 its very validating i feel. besides from that, i think if you like them, you would maybe enjoy Kittie and Scarling. :) ok that is all i love you, goopbye. ^_^ » Continue Reading
Another rantttttt... Ahhhh :S This one will be smaller cos its only really today thats bothered me. But I've really wanted to talk to someone all day and, well, I did!! But i wanted more than a 5 minute conversation, i wanted to talk for longer. But my paranoia always eats away at me and makes me back away from messaging first, from saying hi, from doing anything. All i can to is reply and hope th... » Continue Reading
I really wish that i functioned normally, I can't eat at regular times, I can't sleep normally, I can't socialise face to face without overthinking every word, I feel like I'm not enough but too much at the same time. I depend so much on reassurance too, and I say sorry too much. Cos it's always "Not to bother but ___" or "Sorry if I'm being annoying." The worst of this is probably the sleeping an... » Continue Reading
my face is the best canvas EVER... i mean on its own its already amazing but like EYELINER!??? YUMMATRON!!!!! I LOVE EYELINER!!!! and dont get me started about jester style makeup.. ok that is all goopbye ^_O » Continue Reading
yeek!!! just cut my own fringe/bangs !!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! theyre a little long but it kinda serves lady gaga fame monster and that eats................. may go shorter in case they keep poking my eyes out » Continue Reading
i mean i KNEW i liked them before, i had a handful of songs i liked,, but now that im devouring the albums properly,,,,, HOLY WHAT!!! THIS IS SO GOOD!!:??!!?!?!?!? AAAAAAAH!!!!! » Continue Reading
:DD IM FINALLY IMPROVING IN DRAWING AHHH!! so ive liek been drawing since i could hold a damn pencil but i was never really good?? i and recently ive been wondering why i sucked so bad and omg. it was the dumbest reason ever. its because ive been drawing within like a 2cm radius, i gave myself NO room dude 💔 now that ive upscaled a little n stopped sabotaging myself (and my posture...yeek) IM GOO... » Continue Reading
Idk if its like, just a me thing, but I LOVE YT!!! I mean of course for entertainment, but also it somehow motivates me???? like if i watch a commentary video, afterward i usually do my own research!! or a game, i usually go to play (if its my thing) short blog but yes just wanted to share :) --- mostly really trying to post one blog, one blog reply, and something on the forums.. just so to stay... » Continue Reading
dude i played thsi game when it came out and omg.. liek ever since, i YEARNN to just fish for eternity!!!!!!!!!!!11 not to mention that its actually helped me to be able to socialise online 😭 istg ive mentioned this whimsical game in my blog liek three times now but its ssssooooo goood................. I need more friends to play with but friends or not, I LOVE WEBFISHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading