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Evaluation Questionnaire

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Evaluation Questionnaire This will be long, but an evaluation is supposed to last a week to a few months depending on how the being answers the questions. This can be used for any and all beings, physical shifters/nonhuman or not, but is geared towards those » Continue Reading

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Elaferi

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Elaferi is a culture that upholds the beliefs and practices of metamorphosis, nonhuman mythology, and ferine transition. It is not an alterhuman term by default so that it includes anyone and all who b » Continue Reading

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tofu and cannibalism

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'll probably post this on tumblr too but... I have been having the worst, absolute worst cravings for firm blood tofu that looks like human meat. I'm a cannibal and I'm willing to drink blood from a vetted donor or eat fried human skin if legal and medically assisted, but never to the point of immediate death for the donor. That's how I know I really crave it.  I did eat someone once in a past li... » Continue Reading

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polymindence and my thoughts..

Category: Life

so ive been researching about polymindence while figuring myself out and I've realized two things about myself personally: it is not the same as the factxuelium i used to have. why? it's function and ability to communicate between self is not a trait of factxueliums, at all. if there is communication or the ability to coordinate or control what is present, it is not a factxuelium. » Continue Reading

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the louse

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

ive been reincarnated twice. This is my idea of it, after analyzing everything i could about what happened and how it happened. ________ Cymothoa exigua. I was born as a theriform tongue-eating louse in this life. Female, around 1 inch in length. I took my first victim. He was a California grunion. He had nothing going for him anyway, at least that's how I rationalized it. It was okay because he t... » Continue Reading

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trans qirl

Category: Life

im sorry you see a black woman who is consistently dealing with transmisogyny, enbyphobia, and racism and think that she cannot express herself through transness because her biology means she must become a man instead of embracing a non-western womanhood in her culture. i have been on HRT for years and I am literally planning to get surgery, I am trans and I am transsexual and I am a trans woman i... » Continue Reading

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For I am alone

Category: Writing and Poetry

For I am alone That silencing of time Where the dancing scents come off your colone. You taste my wrists you bite my lips. Tell me how bitter that honey really is. When it's just us you take my hand in yours basking your glow upon me doing me a great justice. Let's sneak off into the bathroom for I seek your reflection to further understand how you » Continue Reading

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MIH and Proud.

Category: Blogging

This post had to be remade and so I'm going to just skip straight to the point and add links everywhere, so no dumb questions. All language used is exclusive to deviae folk. What is MIH? What is deviae? » Continue Reading

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Chatting about factxueliums.

Category: Writing and Poetry

Chapter One: What the hell is a factxuelium? Factxueliums are a unit of fantasy structure. A fantasy structure is a psychological component that lays out how, where, when, why, and what kinds of fantasties appear and function within day to day life. A unit of this structure would be the responses to [how/what/where/when/why]. » Continue Reading

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Mod Coining: Canine Deviaesis

Category: Life

Deviae and it's subset of labels and terminology exists to aid others in language that would better their species and morphological dysphoria. This includes the addition of terms for other species and for humans. In this post, I'm using @status-quo-hater's TWDP and TMDP terms but shortening it to Typical Wolffian Pathways (TWP) and Typical Mullerian Pathways (TMP) for ease of wording, but they mea... » Continue Reading

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Deviae

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Being, or relating to, a material deviation in bodily traits that resemble or are partially transhuman, unnatural, artificial, or animalistic. Deviae accounts for: Transitioned or congenital states of self aligned with the definition of deviae. Any being using any term for themselves while also being deviae, including therians who are deviae (with the correct usage of deviae of course.) Almost or ... » Continue Reading

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