bulletin archive me running away from any chances i have of doing things that will benefit me in any real way bcus i am a procrastinator with a fear of commitment / failure and will not do anything if it does not give me an immediate dopamine hit (i am going to constantly do a bunch of useless menial tasks like watching 555 youtubes videos per day, opening and closing apps repeatedly, and pacing a... » Continue Reading
bulletin archive, also autism moment just be speaking and then realize a certain word sounds rlly weird and then realize all words sound weird and its really weird that we communicate by making noises at eachother. ITS SO WEIRD. like i cant even explain the feeling of realizing how weird it is. also why do people have like no imagination when it comes to imagining oth » Continue Reading
bulletins are evil for being temporary what are the qualifications for liking a band? like at what point can i say i like a band. im pretty sure all you need to say u like a band is to like some of their songs, but im scared of saying i like a band and then someone who also likes them asking me smth abt the band and i only know. 2 or 3 of their songs. and its usually their most popular ones. that ... » Continue Reading
(another bulletin im making into a blog bcus i dont want it to disappear, yippee) so i realized today that one day spacehey is gonna get shut down, i mean its a rather small website and people have been saying they hope it does for like a while. i went to save my profile on the wayback machine coz i v much like it and i wanna be able to see it again and have those memories when im older, (almost a... » Continue Reading
i found these two supa cute (+ kinda sorta rare ??) miku figs on ebay 4 real cheap ! i have just enough money to buy them myself, but they're from a japanese seller. T^T last time my mom bought me figs from japan border customs made her pay a rlly big tax on it so she doesn't like to buy me stuff from out of US anymore, so she will prolly say no, aah !! anyway here they are » Continue Reading
dear god living wit a bunch of white moderates rlly just puts a timer on how long you're allowed to be comfortable and happy because eventually one of em will say smth racist and every last one of those motherfuckers will remind you that they don't actually care about you at all. i have no genuine support in this house, i cannot trust any of these people bcus they will all turn around and treat me... » Continue Reading
i got some cool stuff from my local antique shop a few days ago !! i found out the green porcelain figure is called "Avon Ms. Albee 2003 Collectible Figure" , the lamp is called a tiffany style vintage rooster lamp , the bracelet is a mother of pearl stretch bracelet, and the vase is a hand painted Satuma Moriage vase. So fun ! :D » Continue Reading