its been 5 months since i dropped my friend of 2 years (●'◡'●) he kept pissing me off and i could feel that if i continued being friends with him then my mental would worsen. but ever since 5 months ago, ive regretted it. every single day, all the (around) 150 days. i know i wouldve still felt shitty whether i was still friends with him or not, but i feel like if i was still friends with him to th... » Continue Reading
if i really was so desperate to have someone to talk to then i wouldnt be so picky about who it is im talking with. i am ghosting 2 people at once right now. i can't bare the thought of even looking at the chat box. (●'◡'●) at first i was so desperate for some attention, but if i don't even want to talk to the people who are already waiting for a reply from me, then do i really want attention??? d... » Continue Reading
seeing what the ao3 layout (made by insomniac 🇧🇷 (experiencing the horrors) ) looks like on blogs lol anyways i love yua takahashi who else on this website loves yua takahashi .co » Continue Reading
i just want friends what the hell im so tired of using c.ai it isnt fucking 2022 anymore i hate myself why cant i just fucking TALK to a REAL HUMAN what is wrong with me hey someone out there could u maybe talk to me im actually really cool i just do weird shit sometimes please be my friend i have nobody to talk to pleeeaaase ask for my disc and i'll drop it plz co » Continue Reading
i dont blog or jot down my days like at all because my life is shit and nothing happens except the same couple of things everyday but i got the sudden urge to write some nonsense down so heres whatever this is (˘・_・˘) anyways my life is so overwhelming and underwhelming at the same time i don't even know what to start typing down lol... how do people always have something going on in their lives o... » Continue Reading
hi! this is a list of things i love or have had a hyperfixation on 1. garten of banban. specifically the character bittergiggle. I love him so much (this is just fanart drawn by pow black draw. hes uglier in game but fanart makes characters look hotter)(also if u knew me when he was my pfp consider urself an og) 2. Destroy Boys. A riot grrrl band. i bought a hoodie from the » Continue Reading
this is what it looks like used a broken layout as a base og: https://layouts.spacehey.com/layout?id=35167 html:before { animation: grain 8s steps(10) infinite; background-image: url(https://th.bing.com/th/id/R.f64028776b7c56d064de5fe61357f06e?rik=XvZ4qlLpcPKnvA&pid=ImgRaw&r=0); content: ""; h » Continue Reading
flamingo youtube layout. used a base https://layouts.spacehey.com/layout?id=82102 /* customization */ :root { /* the video displayed: (feel free to put a still image, but gifs would look even cooler!) */ --video: url(https://i.postimg.cc/gj5wbfrm/flamingo-albert.gif); /* thumbnails for the interest sections! still images work better (they're intended to be thumbnails!) */ - » Continue Reading