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i can't find a right thing to start with. there's so much going on in my head right now. i'm feeling absurdly bittersweet these last few weeks-- more bittersweet than i've ever felt. there's a lot of reasons i don't want to get into, but i guess it boils down to a whole lot of change that i'm truly terrified of. i haven't been terrified of change in a long time-- i've loved it, actually-- and now ... » Continue Reading
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i spent a few minutes in a stare down with a coyote the other morning. i'd been taking my dog out to pee when she started to bark like no tomorrow, so i dragged her back on the porch & inside, talking to her as if she could understand me with little "what are you even barking at?"s and "there's nothing there, dude!"s, until i finally pushed her inside, catching a glimpse of a coyote creeping out o... » Continue Reading
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i'm listening to yo la tengo for the first time right now. i've heard of it lots from one friend in particular, and i always loved the way the band name sounded. something about the three words roll into each other so well. it feels sort of tangy, almost, but still soft & rumbly & low. for some reason, though, i never gave them a listen until now i'm actually only listening to them now because i j... » Continue Reading
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i got back from guatemala a couple weeks ago, and have mostly been recovering and trying to get back into a routine, which is proving to be pretty difficult. i seem to have lost all of my motivation to read, write, and play bass, but am slowly gaining it back... forcing myself to, really! guatemala was gorgeous but lonely. i was there for a spanish immersion program-- doing a homestay through a sp... » Continue Reading
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i have the beginnings of a scab on my elbow from roughhousing with my girlfriend last night, and it's tender & starting to be rough, but still thin-- still fragile it's odd to watch it move through all the stages of being [a wound]-- starting out fresh & red & raw & unearthed, skin not meant to be seen, and then sticky & silky & slick like i imagine a heart is, and then what it is now i'm more awa... » Continue Reading
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note: two blog posts in one b/c i forgot to post the other [short] one here and you can't backdate posts on spacehey ! desert thoughts [dune & anza borrego] the last few days have been a bit hectic. i feel at peace, but incredibly sleepy [a word i like to use to differentiate a good tired from something like exhaustion]. my immediate family & a couple family friends & i drove to anza borrego last ... » Continue Reading
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it’s been a minute since i’ve written a blog post, but still much shorter a gap than the last time i said this [or thought this-- can’t remember if i actually wrote about it]. i feel like a lot’s been happening lately, but also nothing at all. it’s a weird sensation for everything to blend together so much. i've wanted to write this blog post for something like a week, so it might feel a little di... » Continue Reading
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i've been abnormally sleepy the past few days. i'm not really sure where it came from-- i know that i've been doing a lot lately, so it makes sense to be tired, but i've done much more before and never been nearly as tired as this. i guess it's burnout, then, probably-- just stacking and stacking so it becomes harder and harder to get rid of anyway, it's odd to yawn so much. it's like there's some... » Continue Reading
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it's been a minute-- less than last time, though! so that's a win in my book. it's a new year, which is an odd feeling. i'm used to it being 2023, and i don't really feel the need for that to change quite yet. this year is about to be one of the most stressful ones in my life, so i'm just looking for anything to keep me afloat right now. hoping to find a bass teacher to keep me on track with pract... » Continue Reading
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i've been putting this blog off for a while know. i can't say quite why. it's that same feeling that you get when you open a new journal-- assuming you're like me in this way . you would think that the feeling goes away after posting enough blogs, but i guess not. i bet it doesn't help that i've had ideas of what i want to write about here for a little while now-- makes the possibility of fucking... » Continue Reading
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andré 3000 just put out his new album, blue sun, and it inspired me to write another blog, 'cause i've been meaning to and putting it off at the same time, not feeling quite creative enough or inspired enough or like the vibe was exactly perfectly right. but anyway, i'm here now, and that's what matters most my instinct is to say that not much has been going on for me, but that's not true, so i do... » Continue Reading
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i went to a concert last night-- alice bag, the weirdos, and the avengers + allison wolfe from bratmobile as a special guest-- and it was absolutely fantastic. alice, who i went to the concert for, had so much energy and radiated this intensity, anger, and passion that blew me away. i felt so wonderfully connected to everyone there, and i also got some sick merch, too. a zine, short book of hers, ... » Continue Reading
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