₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ This whole blog has been purely self harm based, not sure if I should make a new account to refresh or to keep this so I can look back, I’d prefer to do the latter. I want to see how much I’ve gained and lost, what’s new and old. I regret all the shit I’ve thrown away just for a ”fresh start”, even the memories that hurt I miss! I miss the pain I remember because th » Continue Reading
☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆ I can't sleep, it's my fault. I took a lot of amphetamines and I haven't eaten in a few days, idk what im doing with my life anymore. im literally just spectating my own life falling out of my hands, and instead of savoring it, im spreading my fingers and letting it go faster. update its 10:53 now and I still haven't slept. trying to clean my room and stuff. I wanna go ... » Continue Reading
*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚ okay so its technically the 28th but its only 12 so its close enough! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ my day was GREAT!!!!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) I got so drunk today and I've been in such a talkative mood! I've been chatting with my homies all day about fandom stuff lol! I had so many drawing ideas today! I didn't draw them yet but I worked a bit more on my webcomic! (gonna post it on webtoon when its done, if... » Continue Reading
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・────────୨ৎ────────°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ I saw a blog earlier today about how it's "glamorizing" self harm. I disagree. I know nobody is gonna listen to me given the account i'm posting on but please hear me out. I've been told time and time again to not add self harm scars to my characters or to add a TW. this is so insensitive to me, would you tell someone to cover up their scars-their BODY all b... » Continue Reading
╭══• ೋ•✧๑♡๑✧•ೋ •══╮ I literally posted a blog yesterday but ig it didn't save ;-; anyway i'm 19 almost 20 and i'm saur scared to be a grown up...I hate that shit so much I wish I could be a teenager forever. But also once I'm 21 I can buy my own cigs and vodka so yay! » Continue Reading