"if I had it my way, I'd overdose on you"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
the effortless destruction of time plagued my thoughts all through the day as I sat hazy and high at my seat way in the back of the class. all around me I saw it the students tired and falling asleep or wired and chatting or drawing or loo- king at their phones or just spacing out. I was in the second group just spacing out like always never sober for class anymore. I got three hours of sleep but ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
run away with me virtual suicide I'll keep you safe we can run away together get faded in the basement fade away from everything and watch the world fade away too » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
we are all like those dogs people keep as pets that always try to run away as young pups but then as they get older they become scared of the outside we have become so accustomed to our mental imprisonment that we prefer it to freedom the door could be left wide open and these dogs wouldn't take ten steps outside the door for us too is left wide open yet we refuse to leave after all our master giv... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Something I don't think is talked enough about when dealing with addicts is the internalized mentality that can develop that evil is good. I am addicted to amphetamines, alcohol, and marijuana. Addiction comes with a lot of shame and other negative emotions directed towards yourself and actions which you cannot seem to control. At a certain point in some peoples' addiction, to stop themselves from... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm going FUCKING BONKERS I'm so crazy >:3 RAWR I am insane. » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I got my photos returned. Enjoy. » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
I host a forum in a similar to spirit to this one, called https://cracker.network . It's open source at https://git.sr.ht/~monarrk/cracker.network and it's free to sign up. It'd be cool to get some new users on there if anyone is interested :) » Continue Reading
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