16 now! wow! I've aged! I got a pretty big hunk of cash money for my birthday, that was pretty cool. Bought gay shit. Contemplated buying gayer shit. I'll probably update this with some images of clothes and such. I got an old military helmet that I'm planning to paint, FINALLY got a thing to hang my bass on. Very cool! On my birthday Max and I hung out on vrchat almost all night! I lov » Continue Reading
Couldn't really formulate a whole long post about just one thing, so here's a collection of thoughts. < Sleep and School. > This shit boring as hell! At least there's a chance that I won't have to go for the rest of the week. If the winter storm hits early enough, I could be out until Monday. Too bad that that would also mean virtual school. bleh. I woke up a couple of times last night, fully exp... » Continue Reading
I woke up late today! it was only a little intentional. My alarm woke me up at 5:30 as always but I was just kinda like nahhhhh and then it was 7:30. As fun as it is, I gotta stop sleeping in VR for a while. It is killing my neck. Yesterday something kinda shitty happened. I guess that Max's mother hadn't heard my voice before and y'know since my voice doesn't exactly scream "she" (or at least the... » Continue Reading
Welcome to the day after yesterday. Not a whole lot going on in my dumb head space, Kind of half regretting signing up to have study hall. Because of how my school does schedules i have like an hour and a half-ish (87 minutes) where I just sit here. Sometimes I get driver's ed stuff done, but for the most part i'm just here. Oh or i'm posting in this blog of course. I did end up telling my therapi... » Continue Reading
Making this one a bit earlier, but I don't have a study hall today so might as well do it now. I had 100% planned on today having a two-hour delay at the very least, I think it's like around 2 degrees Fahrenheit right now? fucking wild. At least I'm gonna be heading home early, I've got an appointment. Speaking of, Hi McGinley! I plan on telling you about this place when I'm there, so I know you'r... » Continue Reading
Turning 16 in about a week! Crazy. So much shit has happened in the last 16 years, good and bad. There's been "relationships", drama, family shit, death, depression, and of course school, but I feel like the 16th year is gonna be a little better. I've been going to therapy for years now since sixth grade I think? tomorrow is gonna be the last appointment b » Continue Reading
Blogging has been super fun! I feel like it's a super good outlet to just get shit out of my brain and put it somewhere else to catalog it. I feel like it might also be a helpful tool for my therapist, also hi I know you're probably reading this since I plan to show the blog to you very soon, just to like peek into me a bit more effectively because I know I get sidetracked and forget to talk to he... » Continue Reading
Happy Friday! new layout, too. hopefully more readable? I might go back and update my old posts with it. What a week! An unforgettable one for sure. School might have been ave » Continue Reading
Howdy, Folks! Like seriously, it's still missing!!! I don't know where it could be other than my room, and I really do not want to comb the entire house for the damn thing. It's like it phased through a wall or something. And how can I pester max with unrelenting love if I don't have my phone on me all day?? I feel like I can't properly be the » Continue Reading
(ignore this part if you're not Max) Hey Max! this is kinda sappy but y'know I'm just excited to be with you. (ok now the actual post starts) I feel like I was in a slump that I didn't know I was in. I had spent so much time just feeling so bad, that I forgot I was feeling bad! But » Continue Reading
A change of pace for this mope-fest of a blog!! As of yesterday, Max and I are officially together! I'm still very excited so it's kind of hard to put everything into words here, but I'm very happy and excited and I can't wait to talk with him later. » Continue Reading
Things are kinda boring after you've been reassured and your anxieties about life and the people you love have mostly subsided. like I barely have the energy to make an actual blog post. But hey, here we are. I wanna try to make this more of a daily thing, like a public journal. But hopefully usually less heavy than that giant vent post from yesterday. it's fun posting here, having an outlet to wr... » Continue Reading
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