Being Annoyed about my phone, and then i ramble on about other things.

Howdy, Folks!

Like seriously, it's still missing!!! I don't know where it could be other than my room, and I really do not want to comb the entire house for the damn thing. It's like it phased through a wall or something. And how can I pester max with unrelenting love if I don't have my phone on me all day?? I feel like I can't properly be there for anyone if I don't have a direct line to them attached to my hip all day. Plus with my bus driver putting the radio on, I can't just put in my earbuds to keep myself from going crazy due to the horror that is FM radio. Like damn if you're gonna force us all to listen to the radio, at least put on NPR. something that I can be interested in. I don't want to listen to songs so violently obviously about sex unless it's TV girl or something.

< original points of post stop here, I just get lovey farther ahead >

Hm. Feels like I have a lot less to talk about now that I'm not as sad all the time, lmao. Thank god I got yanked out of that slump, I don't like the path I think I'd be headed towards if Max didn't intervene. I know that as of this post we haven't even been dating for a week, but he's the light of my life. I think we're gonna put together plans to see each other this summer, too! I'm really excited, but I hate that summer is so far away, and it feels like it's gonna be even longer knowing that I have something so great to look forward too. That first hug is gonna be unforgettable. GAHH Max if you're reading this, sorry if I talk about you too much!! I just miss you all the damn time!!!