Triple Baka in the playlist call me braindead

I woke up late today! it was only a little intentional. My alarm woke me up at 5:30 as always but I was just kinda like nahhhhh and then it was 7:30. As fun as it is, I gotta stop sleeping in VR for a while. It is killing my neck. Yesterday something kinda shitty happened. I guess that Max's mother hadn't heard my voice before and y'know since my voice doesn't exactly scream "she" (or at least the ones reading this that have heard me that are reading this lmao) And then she said a not so nice thing that I am not going to repeat here because it causes me a small amount of anguish aha. Then later Max accidentally called me while he was texting me so then I heard some other things. Idk. Nobody has ever managed to make me feel so dysphoric but I guess it just hits different when it comes from the love of your life's mother. Like I had to take a shower after I heard what she said. I felt dirty. But later on I did call with max and then hopped on vrchat to talk some more. Max was very loving and reaffirming to me as always, but I hate that knowing that I'm AMAB changed her view on me so much. Just feels icky. whatever. there's always time to build trust, however I can manage to.