I've been meaning to post more often, but I've been having trouble finding the inspiration to write anything lately :P
Another week gone by, more things to deal with. My grades are more stable than they've been in a long while it feels like. Sure they aren't like straight A's, but I can deal with C's and B's. School is as much of a pain in the ass as always though. I should definitely be working on driver's ed a hell of a lot more though, i'm only just getting into the third unit and I've gotta get done with 15 units.
And I know I talk about them like every post now, but Max is so important to me. But he also gives me anxiety. It's nothing that he does, It's me. I'm always so afraid that I'm going to mess something up or do something wrong and I don't know why. Maybe it's because of how my last relationships ended?? They were pretty sudden but I know that they weren't because of me. I guess i'm just anxious that I'll lose Max for some dumb reason. He means the world to me but I think the distance drives me a little crazy. Idk. Love you Max
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