this is for future me or whoever wants to see this ig. these are my current goals for this year. i wanna be a part of a talent or really grow my twitch channel. i got the equipment, now i just need the confidence. i wanna be a part of hololive someday! being a vtuber is a lot of fun. that's it for now. also i wanna be a better person. » Continue Reading
uwu today was good. i had lots of motivation. i cleaned my closet and organized it and i felt like i accomplished something. and the other day i cleaned up my desk. yayayayayaya » Continue Reading
uwu today was good. i had lots of motivation. i cleaned my closet and organized it and i felt like i accomplished something. and the other day i cleaned up my desk. yayayayayaya » Continue Reading
i want to try and comprehend my day in the best way possible: writing and poetry. i have bad memory and for other reasons this will help. so today was alright: slept-call with my boyfriend and woke up at 11 am. i didn't do much, and i like that i don't really have to do anything. i went to see him and that was a lot of fun. things felt normal again. but i had a realization within myself and that w... » Continue Reading
i’m worried, since you haven’t replied, and i made the same mistakes again, and i’m annoyed at myself because i thought i could be better but yet i slipped up agaib, i fucked up again, and i hate it, and i really, really, want you to answer. i want to make sure you are ok, that you aren’t crying, that you aren’t annoyed, mad, pissed, » Continue Reading
i’m tired, yet i can’t sleep. anxiety is in me, but i feel fine. worries consume me, but i still seem whole. the demons are out to get me, yet they await outside. i’m tired, but i’m always thinking. right now: why he left me, and why i feel so alone. at this moment. my boyfriend loves me, just like the sun an » Continue Reading
new excitement, new adventure, a new place. i always like to explore, and find outlets for my creativity, such as this. who knows? maybe i'll have a real fun time here. i'm excited. not really poetry, just a rant, about how i really want me to be a better » Continue Reading
scared. i feel like there are so many things to be worried about. i feel like t he world might end soon, uncertainty fills my thougths, so many things that i am unsure of, and my hope is lost. i want my period to come soon, so i don't have to deal with an unplanned pregnancy despite using protection, and i want my covid test to be negative » Continue Reading