It’s like no matter what happens or how things play out I still love you. I will always love you. If the shoe was on the other foot I would still love you. I had to be the one to fuck up to learn that the value of you is priceless but you only get that version the first time. After that you get a version of a version kinda like 2.0. I really wonder what the universe has in store for us. I wonder w... » Continue Reading
I had top surgery years ago. I had a hematoma on one side and it just hit me like damn my results all fucked up on one side. I wish I took my time and wasnt In a rush to get top surgery. How do I regret the results of something I’ve waited my whole life for??? » Continue Reading
I’m portal jumping so I gotta slow down and realize that I determine my reality. If you don’t like something, change it, remove it or whatever is necessary. Stop using working on yourself as a distraction or procrastination tool. Actually put in the work. Right now you’re in between the old and new. Everything and everybody can’t come with you. You either let it go to elevate or let it bring you d... » Continue Reading
What’s the real difference between alone and lonely?? Like yes I enjoy my peace, my solitude, those moments to myself But also at the same time I crave affection intimacy love passion and I can’t get those from myself I’m tired of settling for company that isn’t fulfilling because I’m feeling lonely Why isn’t my own company enough?? I’m tired of being in a room full, house full, building full, wor... » Continue Reading
Is it appreciation or validation or acknowledgment you’re seeking ? I get upset when I clean up and if Goes unnoticed or unappreciated. The lack of acknowledgement disgust me. I acknowledge that I’m where I’m at because of laziness. It’s easier to coast but then I get upset when things are outside my control affect my mood. Bottom line get on your shit Stay on your shit Stay out of shit Don’t ... » Continue Reading
I’m in it til it’s over. All I got at the end of the day is ME. I’m so tired of pouring my all into somebody else’s cup. My cup is drained and empty I’m on the verge of tears damn near daily or I’m masking with weed. What do you do when weed ain’t strong enough to mask your emotions? I’m overwhelmed. I feel defeated. No matter how many steps I take I’m knocked back twice as much. I feel like I’m ... » Continue Reading
I like when I’m tapped into this energy, this version of me that just free to express myself with words. Being able to put my energy in words and share them with others is my purpose. It’s what I was put on this earth to do. I have unique ways to download different energies and a Relatable charismatic way about doing so. I’ve finally figured out out my purpose. I just flipped a switch *flip it. Fl... » Continue Reading
I’m at a point where I have nothing but faith to hold on to. Seriously I can’t make this up but I know I’m being tested so I will remain humble and show Gratitude. Everybody around me is panicking and im Calm. They asking me what I got going on but how do I tell them God got me. I have faith it’ll work out for my highest favor. I’m taking a leap of faith on myself and my Family. Just as I was get... » Continue Reading
No cap real talk I have 1.51 to my name right now but for a strange reason I’m happy. I feel like my blessing , my abundance , my prosperity, my affection , the intimacy I crave is right around the corner. I can’t drop the ball. I’ve been praying for this. I’ve been healing and doing my inner work. I woke up yesterday and had A feeling my life was about to change for the better. I’m manifesting an... » Continue Reading
I’m standing at a crossroad. Literally and figuratively. I’m scared. I’m overwhelmed. I’m stressed out and stretched thin. I can’t take another denial, rejection , being fired, being disqualified. I’m tired of struggling. I’m tired of having to persevere or push through adversity. They say when you hit rock bottom the only way is up. But the true tea is you gone stumble, fall short, get knocked do... » Continue Reading
I can’t stop thinking about you and what Could’ve been…. More like what should’ve been. I wonder do you think about me still ? Do you ? Or am I just a distant memory ? The hold you have on me still, like a moth to a flame. I’m drawn to you. With Your Empress energy , you enchant me. Your presence gives me courage to be the real me and I will cherish that for the rest of my life. I hope one day we... » Continue Reading
the universe will get you together real quick. don't waste time fighting against it, go with the flow.in due time everything will fall into place. im grateful that I stuck thru all the rejection, denials and disqualifications. everything you worked for, cried about, prayed for, manifested, spoke into existence, claimed is about to come true. aint no turning back for me im in it til its over! » Continue Reading