just to let you know, it will probably have topics like mental health, etc. I honestly don't know where to start. I'm an unstable person, too much. It's not always like that, I think. I change my opinions frequently and, sometimes, it's as if I have more than one voice in my head, and none of them shut up. I often find myself in situations where I want to form my opinion/take my position on somet... » Continue Reading
cw for serious topics !! i didnt want to vent that much here but i have nowhere else to talk about since twitter's banned in my country..lol ok so, for a bit of context, I've been dealing with depression since I was approximately 10 years old. I don't even know how long I've been dealing with anxiety because I've been anxious for as long as I can remember. In 2020 I asked my mother for help, we w... » Continue Reading
hello !!! this weekend i went to my beach house w my mom, brother and my friend, it was sooo fun days have been rough for me and i was feeling like shit but this really helped me. we played volleyball, uno, dress to impress and it was rlly fun :) the thing is, i actually hate beach or going to the beach, whatever, but my mom forced us to go, so...yeah. i just sat there w my friend and did nothing... » Continue Reading
hello, this blog might contain serious topics like addiction, depression, idk so if you don't like it i wouldnt recommend reading it !! ok, so, i've been sober for a year now and of course i'm proud of that, but my life (especially mental heath) has been getting worse quickly and I can't help but want to relapse again. i am a very impulsive person and i'm only sixteen right now, how do i deal with... » Continue Reading
I always hated school, both because it was boring and because I didn't get along with almost anyone. But if there's one thing I really hate about it, it's how it destroys what little self-esteem I had about my potential. I never really liked myself, but I managed to get used to it over time, yknow? I kinda accept it and move on with life. but there's no way to do that at school, because not only d... » Continue Reading
that's my first blog AND english is not my main language but i NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. there's these 2 friends of mine that are dating and i am about to go insane, literally. i love them so much like they're honestly good people and i dont know what i'd do without them but jesus christ can we hang out ONCE without you guys putting your tongues in each other's mouth? hanging out w then isnt that f... » Continue Reading