So, i recently noticed that no matter what i do, i just can't feel that i'm resting. I play games, nope. I relax in my bed, sleep or whatever, nope. Talk to my family, still nope. Also college clearly doesn't help here. I waste most of my time there, get back home and just can't feel rested and relaxed. Dunno what to do with all this. Anyway, that's about it for now, hope at least you're having a ... » Continue Reading
haai everynyan! so what was happening while i wasnt here? like, i've decided that i need to learn japanese. im still doing one animation, i just cant find motivation for it sadly :( what is even more sad, is that i have depression.. but i have pills to fight it, and it's pretty fine! have a picture that i did yestedray, i called it uwvanya » Continue Reading
haloo spacehey people, so, this is kinda of an update. today nothing really happened. i tried doing my animation again, drew a few frames, and that's it. i still dont find interest in things. well, today i just played tf2 again, this game jsut sucks me in and drains me sometimes. but i dont really have anything else to play. or i start talking with freinds, and end up doing nothing. i dunno, i ju... » Continue Reading
i don't know how long i've been trying to get myself interested in other things, nothing seems interesting. and if i do do something, i always feel like im forcing myself to do it. evn writing thius is kinda hard, because.. i dont know. i don't feel like doing anything. like, im trying, but just end up feeling more exhausted than i was before. or maybe it's my self hatred, that sometimes happens. ... » Continue Reading
so, you probably heard of FNaF, right? have you heard of fnaf world? i did, and one a few days ago i saw a clip of some guy's stream and thought: "Huh, i need to listen to fnaf world's ost!" and so i did, and it actually can make me feel better if i feel bad. main menu theme is amazing, and has a good loop too. listening to this ost right now, as i'm writing this and- oh, main menu theme started p... » Continue Reading
heya! so i'm kinda new here, my friend showed me this site. Honestly, i think that this place seems fun. still trying to understand things here, but hopefully i'll get at least something. won't mind having some new friends to be honest, because i think i've been feeling that i need more than 3 friends. so, im open to new friends! guess i don't have to say more right now. have a good day! » Continue Reading
i feel like i want to do something, but i don't know what. and i don't really feel any motivation for stuff. i think i'm feeling like this for a few days maybe? i think that that's kinda maybe bad i mean i tried playing games, listening to some music or watching videos. that helps me not feeling bad(i guess), but after some time i feel bad again. yea, that may be kinda bad i hope i can find someth... » Continue Reading