Dear M, you're not even 15 and you already scare the shit out of me. I mean as of right now whenever you threaten to beat me up or say your usual line 'I'll kick the living shit out of you, slut' it doesn't really lead me to believe you'll live up to those bitter words, though they make me sad. You were always extremely privileged growing up, our parents always wanted a son and their wish came tru... » Continue Reading
I'm happy to admit that ive just gave the best fucking advice I could every give. This poor individual was literally committing the worst of the worst...self sabotage. I know, we all do it occasionally, some more than others but this one really, kinda upset me. I think because I could relate to it, all of it. Ive been in counselling since March, well I finished in June. Its taught me a lot about m... » Continue Reading
SO, ive watched 5 more Marvel movies today and I'm so happy. Speaking of today it wasn't all productive. The only part that seemed merely productive is when I went to town with my bestie which was mediocre since I had no fucking money...well let me re phrase I didn't have ENOUGH money. I currently have 2 pence in my bank account when I know for a fact I should have 45 pounds in it. Now your proba... » Continue Reading
OMFGGGGG ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??? okay so basically I went to my 3rd shift and it was mediocre or so I think it was. The thing is I have no idea how it went bc my brain is making up feeling and other thoughts and stuff that 'happened'. It's making up random shit to make it seem worse when it really wasn't. Now I really didn't want to consider it, despite missing it but I need some sort of fuc... » Continue Reading
Are you fucking kidding me it wasn't even bad. (For context I went to my 2nd day at work that I was anxious abt) Nahh sometimes I overthink things but that's okay, well I'm currently trying to convince myself that it's okay, bc it is, we all overthink. Well now that that's out of the way I can chill until next Saturday when the overthinking begins again. I think no matter what I'll always be an ov... » Continue Reading
Okay today is a new day...even though it feels like the same fucking day as yesterday except I'm going into work soon. That being at 12:45pm. I have to admit I like it, everyones nice and they were welcoming and it's the easiest job istg. But damn sometimes I get so fucking nervous like it's not even a difficult job and im out here having a full on panic attack whilst walking up that stupid fuckin... » Continue Reading