Today was one of my best friend's birthday so we got dutch bros and Wendy's before I had to go to work. Work was pretty good as far as pay goes. Got paid more than I usually do. The down part was that I had to unassign an order because the restaurant employees were just fooling around and not in a hurry to do their job. I've worked in the food industry and I know that even if you work in a sit dow... » Continue Reading
At around 3:30am, I check my instagram viewers and I come across a familiar person but a new account. It was my dreaded stepmother. I freaked out and blocked her immediately and mentally broke. I was planning to eliminate her and the rest of my family and pretty much had a psychotic episode. Shaking, rocking back and forth, repeating my words, the whole thing until 4am. I couldn't go to sleep unti... » Continue Reading
I slept in pretty late and decided last minute I was gonna work today so I hauled ass, didn't even eat breakfast, and headed out for the first hour. Since I didn't have my times scheduled in advance for today I had (or was supposed to have) a 2 hour gap. For the second order of the day I had to travel to Troutdale to a trucking company. This was my least favorite order for quite a few reasons. One... » Continue Reading
I woke up at 7am this morning to go pick up my ex from work (keep in mind I NEVER wake up this early or earlier unless I absolutely have to). I get there to find out he's working an hour overtime. It's fine because he's working and not doing random bullshit. I just wait in the car and scroll through tiktok. He finally gets in my car around 9:25am and we head to his home. We had a pretty good conve... » Continue Reading
I am currently extremely hyper and giggly right now. I can't stop moving. I'm excited about stuff. I got to talk with an old friend and a past fling of mine. I don't really know what we are necessarily. I wanted to make a polyamorous relationship with him work but he got into some trouble and we stopped talking for a bit so then my now ex was my only SO. I forgot to mention in my bio that I'm bise... » Continue Reading
Since the roads were still not that great in the neighborhoods, I only worked for an hour. I only delivered 2 orders. I was so paranoid that I would get stuck that I got a slushy at the gas station near my residence and went home. During my shift, a good friend of mine said some questionable things about my ex. I knew her relationship with him was iffy and she has a bit of an opinion of him so I t... » Continue Reading
My ex checked up on me today asking if I was alright. I did actually wake up in a better mood this morning and him checking up on me helped. The ice is starting to melt outside so I'll be able to start working again. The big news so far today is that a therapy office finally called me back and has already started the process of things. Weird how things start to look up just as you think it's no us... » Continue Reading
Today my boyfriend broke up with me (wow way to start blogging Lee). He broke things off because we both need to work on ourselves. We both have our own issues that we just need to work out by ourselves. He has 2 jobs now and he'll start working out and having a schedule before he goes into the Navy in June. I have to continue to attempt to get help for my mental illness and maybe find a job with... » Continue Reading