"Ruminating or rapping"
🦇 Musician 🏰 North Yorkshire, England
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this shit got my buying a vpn so I can access SpaceHey, this the first time the laws straight up blocked me accessing content but I was already pissed off at age verifying myself to use reddit » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's going to be a stoner Summer, I can sense it. 3 days of college to go. Cudderisback. Always Striving And Prospering » Continue Reading
Category: Life
2 nights back to back of getting hammered and I've spent all day today hungover. Not built for the sesh like I once was » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Were people genuinely surprised when he said homophobic slurs? Have those people never listened to his music before? Why was that where people drew the line but not the blatant misogyny. I don't support his views btw I just enjoy his music and he is a good lyricist / MC and an icon in the DnB scene. People are just weird » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Bands like AC/DC, Black Sabbath and Gun's and Roses will never be matched. They revolutionised Rock n Roll » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I love the evenings / night don’t get it twisted but lately I’ve just been feeling really depressed when it gets late. And my sleep schedule is getting messed up. Going back to college is going to be hard asf if I don’t get it sorted. » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I wrote, recorded and mixed an entire song this evening. And I had it done around 10pm. That makes a difference to the 2/3am drops I normally do. I actually think I'm getting a lot a lot better » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The trauma I enduring being on two different wards was just as traumatising as when I had to get sectioned. And they offer no follow up, instead I got a court date. Punished for THEIR mistakes. The wait leading up to it was terrifying. How did I let myself get to that point. I don't blame myself for relapsing as soon as I was out as I wasn't ready to be discharged. Rushed out the door as fast as p... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I feel like my emotions are so unstable it's killing me. I can't use to hide them anymore and when the depression hits it tears right through me. I'm sad and feel empty. I just wish I could be more stable. More like an emotional train ride than a rollercoaster. At-least I cry now to let it out. I hate feeling like my emotions are being thrown back and forth like a pendulum. It's just me. I do this... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's currently 4:41am. I wrote lyrics, recorded my vocals (poorly) and mixed a new track over about 5 hours - "Same mistakes". I was really proud of the lyrics but think I butchered the delivery. My sleep is now fucked. I still feel wide awake. One day it'll be worth it » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Pretty much all my classmates are at a house party and I couldn't go cos there was too many people. Spent all after-noon convincing myself people just don't like hanging out with me. But now I've got some Drum & Bass blasting and I'm pumped up idgaf. I tried to upload a promo video for my latest song on TikTok this afternoon and after spending atleast 7 hours over last night and thisafternoon on e... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Like what the hell I'm properly an adult and next year I'll be 20!!! Madness. I guess I've made it to adulthood. Time to become a rock n roll star » Continue Reading
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