"drawing hopefully"
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through my old entries, i think it's safe to say that i struggle quite a bit to be happy, especially with my relationships with other people and how lonely i feel but lately i've been giving it a lot of thought and came up with something that's been pretty nice actually -- what i realised was that i'm so focused on my own loneliness that in some way, i become self centered. all i ever think abou... » Continue Reading
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so the last time i made a blog post, i think it was about how i'm actually able to be social (actually i haven't read it and i'm too lazy to sorry to the 0 people reading my blogs passionately) but now i'm socially dead (which is why i'm here lmao), the one friend i talked to a lot, i've stopped talking to her lol, i have friends i just don't have anyone i'm close to now, instead i've focused myse... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
life's been rough lately, i've been arguing a lot with my best friend lately (although i mean i can't even call her that, she's my best friend bc i don't have that many friends but i'm like one of her friends and like idk it's really complicated?) and i've also been trying to help out a few people with their problems which is also emotionally exhausting but i've been taking time out to plan out my... » Continue Reading
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it's been a rough few months and i'm really starting to wonder how i'll ever make any genuine friendships when i just doubt everyone. someone can be nice to me but then if their words don't seem to line up with their actions i get really suspicious of them. i mean, of course, everyones gonna be nice for the sake of being nice and no one will always mean the nice things they say but it's still a li... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i don't really know why i'm posting this here but i was going through my account and realised i haven't done anything here in a while and i've had a lot on my mind today so might as well recently i've started to realise how little there is to me, there's not a single thing i'm particularly good at, there's nothing i'm passionate about, overall i feel like i'm pretty bland as a person. i have a fri... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
after a few months (which in reality is just a few hours since i only really started to think about this today) of thinking, i've realised two things; 1 - i use social media more like a diary. idk how this is relevant to anything and i don't even know if that's necessarily wrong but this means i'm too scared to branch out from twitter because i want everything documented perfectly 2 - i get so bor... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
yknow one of the main excuses i have for not doing creative stuff is that i feel uncomfortable when others are around but i've been home alone the entire day and i've yet to do a single thing. i dunno how it is that i've managed to sometimes do creative stuff but it's so hard to get back in the flow and come up with things to do, i've been sitting around for like the past hour just trying to think... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i spent almost the entire day today coding a website i'm making for a project, i don't think i've ever mentioned it actually (i mean of course not here since i just made this but yknow.) i was really lazy, like playing all day kinda lazy until the past 3-4 weeks when i suddenly started working on the project and now i spend at least an hour on it, minimum. sometimes i spend like 9-10 hours a day ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i have never used myspace or been a part of the old internet i literally started using hte intenret in late november so i have no idea how any of tehse works but ive spend so mcuh time exploring the ol d internet that i can say it sound sa lot more like my ideal visino for the internet so that's why i'm here hello » Continue Reading
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