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after a few months (which in reality is just a few hours since i only really started to think about this today) of thinking, i've realised two things;
1 - i use social media more like a diary. idk how this is relevant to anything and i don't even know if that's necessarily wrong but this means i'm too scared to branch out from twitter because i want everything documented perfectly
2 - i get so bored of the internet lately because of it's scale and yet i always try to find more popular alternative to my current social media which kind of defeats the whole reason why i'm trying to find a new social media. that's also why i'm here, by the way. i finally realised that the popularity or size of the social media shouldn't affect me as much as the fun of it.
i think spacehey is cool from what i've seen so i decided i'll give it another go. i was originally going to write a rant about my mental state but after typing like 2 sentences i went "what the hell am i writing" and decided to write about why i'm here instead.
originally i started by going over forums, because i think of those as the heart of the internet. and to be honest, i was surprised by how many active forums there are, i just didn't see my place in any of them. forums are more of an interactive thing while i spend more time talking to no one in particular waiting for someone to take an interest in what i'm saying. so then i went through my bookmarks and found this old website and was like sure why not temporary base
i probably will (hopefully) keep messing around on random websites and have some fun but that entirely depends on how much my social anxiety would let me, to this day i'm too scared to so much as reply to a public post in most situations unless i really have something important to add to the conversation, all while being nothing more than an anon online, stupid innit?
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