What truly makes a Christian? Many people believe that the "works" of a Christian show them as a more authentic Christian. Because I serve in ministry, I attend church regularly, dress "modestly," and only listen to CCM, Christian Hip Hop, and Gospel. Those are the factors of an "Authentic Christian" and don't act out sexually. The only way that "Authentic Christians" interact with people who don'... » Continue Reading
You can't access her freely; there's a tower she has built to protect herself. The harmful words from others made her feel like she needed the tower It was her protection no one could hurt her here no one could cause her pain The tower grows taller and taller to protect her from people I can't let anyone in; they will only bring pain with them the harmful thoughts entered her mind daily th... » Continue Reading
Someone called me ugly today. At first, my emotions went to ugly where . But then I realized looks are subjective to the glare of the eyes. One can be unattractive to one and the most beautiful person to another. Beauty is subjective to the glaze of the eye. I may not be beautiful to you, be someone else. My beautiful is shining. Through the insecurities, I can cleverly hide. » Continue Reading
My love for you hasn't changed But how you look in my eyes has When I looked at you, I used to see a fantasy of what I wanted you to be Your voice would draw me in and pull me close to you Now that is just a distant memory We're at a distance. It has to be that way to keep my heart safe Sometimes my mind thinks of you My heart still does a little leap when I think of you But my eyes for ... » Continue Reading
I'm falling into this darkness. Nothing is holding onto me. I look down, and all I see is this emptiness. There's nothing to pull me up. I can't stop myself from falling. I scream, but my scream is silent. I'm falling deeper into the darkness. I fall to the ground, and when I look up, I see darkness. I look around to see if I can see any light to save me from this emptiness. I'm looking fo... » Continue Reading
Capturing you on film. It is like magic. I captured the parts of you that no one got to see. With a flicker of my camera I expose you. You allow me to I'm capturing moments. Memories You are being vulnerable to me. The close-up shots show me your face and all the kindness in your eyes. Your eyes pierce into my heart, reading me. But I can also see your pain in the camera lens. The camer... » Continue Reading
Come here Come sit with me for a while Pull my attention to you Let me look into your eyes Tell me a story Your eyes shine and sparkle when you speak I'm in a trace, and I can't pull away Pull me in with your conversation Let your words match your vibe We connect to the warmth that we have created between us You pull me close, and it's magical Where did you come from You seem so famili... » Continue Reading
Where does my strength come from I ask myself this question at times. I can feel my strength leaving my body. I feel the tiredness overtaking me. The flesh has a way of reminding you how weak you truly can become We are humans, and every day on earth, our bodies and minds remind us of this truth where can we find strength where does our support come from I need to return to the river The r... » Continue Reading
I had a dream about my future. The other day. I flew past every thought that reminded me. Of my past I just kept moving. I held onto the pieces that helped me grow. I let go of the things that held me down and bound me. To regret and self-doubt I was no longer allowing my past to shape my future And how I saw myself this girl was free I so the new me floating above the old me I was beco... » Continue Reading
Heyyyy y’all so I will be posting a blog and writing my thoughts on different topics that hit my mind feel free to drop any topic ideas 💡 » Continue Reading