A lil while

My love for you hasn't changed 

But how you look in my eyes has 

When I looked at you, I used to see a fantasy 

of what I wanted you to be 

Your voice would draw me in and pull me close to you 

Now that is just a distant memory 

We're at a distance. 

It has to be that way to keep my heart safe 

Sometimes my mind thinks of you 

My heart still does a little leap when I think of you 

But my eyes for you are not the same 

They are clouded with hurt and disappointment 

I understand now that the  fantasy never matches the reality 

The reality is the archer in the real world 

That paints the picture of who we really are 

But sometimes it's nice to live in the fantasy if only for a lil while 

maybe one day we'll find our way back 

maybe one day