It's crazy I'm even thinking about this. I moved from one state to another with the intention to get a solid foundation going. But it went completely south in more ways than I could have anticipated. To the point where I may go back. Not necessarily to being a dependent, but the fact I'm thinking I may have taken an "off year" just to go back is kinda wild. But honestly I'm not worried about it. Y... » Continue Reading
Dir En Grey's legacy for the past ten years has been a bit inconsistent, depending on who you ask. Their holy trilogy of Uroboros, Dum Spiro Spero, and Arche still stand as beacons of Japanese metal greatness, but The Insulated World came and put a huge question mark next to it. For better or for worse, their output since the trinity has been solid, and Phalaris is one of my favorite albums of the... » Continue Reading
I got to see the metal band Ghost recently. It was my first time going to an arena for a concert. I'm used to smaller more intimate venues so this was a huge change. Lots of people and security measures I'm not used to. We had to put our phones in these magnetic closed bags the entire time we were in the venue, which kinda sucked because I was quickly tapped out on merch and forgot to move money. ... » Continue Reading
I've lived in my new place for a year now, and I can't help but feel like I should have accomplished more. I was in a very toxic environment before 2025 and I'm beyond grateful to be out of there, but at the same time those feelings of lazy relief also feel like coasting through the time I've spent here. It may be my mind still having that urgency to it, like I have to be productive at all times o... » Continue Reading
Outside circumstances are going to make this next week interesting. That's probably the best way to describe it in a non-antagonistic way. Just gonna make it through. Nothing dangerous, just bothersome. » Continue Reading
Crazy that I'm having to look up basic HTML to edit my profile. If I knew this back during MySpace I would've been the coolest kid ever. » Continue Reading