When You Do a 180

It's crazy I'm even thinking about this. I moved from one state to another with the intention to get a solid foundation going. But it went completely south in more ways than I could have anticipated. To the point where I may go back. Not necessarily to being a dependent, but the fact I'm thinking I may have taken an "off year" just to go back is kinda wild. But honestly I'm not worried about it. You have to go out in the world and learn things your own way, learn from the mistakes, figure yourself out. Know and understand what you actually want and how attainable it really is.

Nothing god awful has happened. I'm in no danger and I'm not mentally deranged or anything. I just think it's funny how life works sometimes. I'm okay with things like this. It takes major shifts in your daily routine to realize some things just aren't worth it, and other things absolutely are worth it.