I was doing some stuff and came up with a few conclusions about myself, most are unhealthy but observations is what i think im good at Idk if theres legitimate names for these things but idrc so Ig i should also explain how i think over the past few weeks ive been unable to label how i feel, and started making constructs in my mind as a more "show dont tell" kinda way. words illude me, where ima... » Continue Reading
if it isnt obvious, which it isnt i hate how i write i write like a characters inner dialouge which is only cool when the character themselves are cool its weird but im weird so it might be ok or not who knows ok im hungry i wont be on here for 3 days or smth » Continue Reading
i was supposed to use spacehey to talk about ocs n shit now im venting ive been venting ive been wanting to vent i always want to talk about the insurmountable ideas and concepts and copies of myself that i reboil in my head for new uses. i want eyes to see the creations i unwillingly cook in my head and taste the ideas i give and understand me completely understand me so much they understand me ... » Continue Reading
sometimes i wonder people who use chai, c.ai, and other ai roleplay whatevers are doing now. not that i rlly care if they still use them or not but like its been a bit, do you still use it as another medium for roleplay, is there a community within those spaces, whats it like if there is one, etc etc Now im wondering who started that craze and why » Continue Reading
i feel like a human templates like a background character like whatever god created me, used spare pieces to make me, and now i exist to be used for spare pieces, something to make another, better thing with like everything i say or think is just basic things about me, theres nothing below the skin i have but more skin i have nothing that makes me special and i feel like a liar for making my frien... » Continue Reading
I hate the way i describe how i feel actually i can never say i feel "sad" or angry" i always have to use descriptors. words are never enough to express how i feel so i always have to go into detail about things like physical feelings or representatives use to explain myself ig here are some of those i never actually share them because i think its weird, and i sound stupid for not just saying how... » Continue Reading
SHOP: A Pop Opera - Jack Stauber - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSkz4vATkQE OK SO this more so design ideas i came up with when burgar asked for ideas for character deisgns snowflake print on their skin Split in half iris Half their head is clear and you can see their insides is all mechanical No matter the weapon, it’s 10x their size Furnace for a torso, and they constantly have smoke leaving ... » Continue Reading
Sinisterrrrrrrr by Renard - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dff2TBB9C9w&list=RDDff2TBB9C9w&start_radio=1 OK SO most of these r just gonna be for combat ideas/purposes Cogwork Wheel ROLLER BLADES It isnt really a power as it is a mobility use but who cares, works just like the S ilksong cogwork wheel, where upon releasing them sends a large circular saw in one direction. due to the nature of the me... » Continue Reading