i've kinda hit a fucking wall. my entire thing is - i dont live the life i want, but the life i want feels so out of reach, except for one single fucking factor. this customer service role. it's work from home and $20/hr, which is what i need to keep myself afloat in my city and be able to pay off debt. if i dont get this job, it might be over for me. work? fucking sucks. i hate working at that st... » Continue Reading
jesus fuck this is hard. quitting nicotine is going alright, considering i only smoke whenever my sister is home and i just boof off hers. hoping i can quit it sooner. but i started taking melatonin for my sleep, and im still full time at work. its just slow as hell, crawling through the week only for my "weekend" to be saturday and sunday. i work 2-10pm today, and 7am-3pm tomorrow, so i really go... » Continue Reading
im lowkey in my feels as my melatonin kicks in, but i just wanted to let anyone who's known me for awhile (which none of them are on this platform yet but i will convert them) that i love u guys so much. i've genuinely never had a set of people stick around and see me at my best and worst. one of my friends saw me get suspended twice in one month and he still kisses my forehead (PLATONICALLY!!!) w... » Continue Reading
its crazy to think that for the past two years (ew), i've been addicted to nicotine. it drove me away from my family, and has overall worsened my health. so, im qutting nicotine. selling my car. other shit like that. before i face the "omg r u manic?" allegations, no. im of sound mind and i am on my medicine still. i just hate how i am rn, and i dont wanna enter 2026 as a failure when this is my l... » Continue Reading
ermmmm hi, if ur reading this. im not a very interesting person i fear, but im gonna try. obvi, im 19, and im big into phys. media. i love the idea and the practice of it (actually listening to IGOR on vinyl w my bf rn), and i love the nostalgia of the 2000s (which i never experienced because i was a fetus). i just wanna be able to live n shii. anyways, add me up if ur cool (and pref over 17ish). » Continue Reading