changing my life - day 3

i've kinda hit a fucking wall.

my entire thing is - i dont live the life i want, but the life i want feels so out of reach, except for one single fucking factor.

this customer service role. it's work from home and $20/hr, which is what i need to keep myself afloat in my city and be able to pay off debt. if i dont get this job, it might be over for me.

work? fucking sucks. i hate working at that stupid gas station. i dont like a majority of my coworkers. i rather die than work another 2-10 shift. i hate them. i asked for full time and this is miserable. 

but whatever. we stay balling i guess.