Do you have such? Such thought came to me as I bought a nice leathery wallet today. It had my hated symbol attached to the zipper, so despite the ring being permanently enclosed I had to remove it with all the force needed and did so. Talking about my hated symbol - a heart. Reason? I don't know. It's just tacky, unprofessional, sissy, and overall trash. I hate it so much I would not let anyone ca... » Continue Reading
i wake up and th pain hits. i bear it all day until i finally go to sleep. i hate my life. i also do hate people, im an asshole. my friends do not have any worth to me and i already ended several long term friendships without even a talk. and especially her - is unbearable. i mentally feel like im impaled vertically, slit throat and emboweled. you do really expect me to care about a lame youtube s... » Continue Reading
And I do not mean it in a sexual way. How I would just sit in my white padded cell all day wearing a straight jacket and be talked to gently but officially, yet infantilised and babied. Be fed directly by personnel and having them take care of me, brush my hair and wash my face. Give me my daily medication and write reports. That would be healing. » Continue Reading
Me talking about how cool legendary and iconic my dad was Me realising that i entirely inherited his personality and energy and thats why i dont relate to my mom. However i related to him a lot and looked up to him Me realising that he is dead and he is never coming back. He was there, not anymor » Continue Reading
jessica baby please dont make me cry tylko buzi daj buzi daj jessica baby please dont break my heart udowodnie ci ze jestem wart, daj mi troche szans, ill show you how i dance its all about us i nie liczy sie czas wanna feel your touch w moje oczy patrz just love me tender a ja przy tobie bede aj aj aj you make me high wszystko albo nic now listen to your dreams and let me be your prince niech spa... » Continue Reading
My mouth tastes and smells like rot; I have been diagnosed with vein blockage. That may mean my blood is spoiling; Im eating as much or even more, but im losing weight; My wisdom tooth have stopped growing a good while ago and they are stuck; I started getting cold very easily, not something usual before. Im a bit stressed out about this. I hope im not dead, or dead enough, because i » Continue Reading