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i wake up and th pain hits. i bear it all day until i finally go to sleep. i hate my life. i also do hate people, im an asshole. my friends do not have any worth to me and i already ended several long term friendships without even a talk. and especially her - is unbearable. i mentally feel like im impaled vertically, slit throat and emboweled. you do really expect me to care about a lame youtube show. and dont get me started on her by herself. she has a dirty, oily face, greasy hair, and teeth which look about to rot. her presence grosses me out. she is nice. she is the one who asked me to be friends, obviously. im a loner. she thought i was cool... whether im cool or not is objective, but im definetely not a friend. and if the pain doesnt end soon i wont be anymore either.
how to deal with having a joyous friend while being a doom loser and a bad friend?
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Zzzpops
The pain will never not be there unfortunately that's the law of extrange in order to be happy you have to have s*** ones. I think I found the reason why people are happy they simply choose not to look or focus on the shirt but more like focus on the good even if there is no good make it simple like beautiful mornings day warm coffee cigarettes stuff like that it really brings life together
In short look at the simple things look more into them feel them even the bad emotions feel them and you might actually find out alot
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sh0ckie
therapy would be a good start, but really take a look at your friend and think about why shes sticking around. she has a soft spot for you, shes sharing the things that bring her happiness, shes sharing her joy with you. i know it feels impossible to open your heart and mind to someone so different from you, but thats eactly the situation i was in a year ago. i met my roommate and she was an absoloute cheerful joy bubble and i was exactly like you. with a little bit of effort and patience i let her in, and im so glad i did. some people will make you a better person just by being themselves, those are the kind of people that you should stay around. this is just my two cents, take it with a grain of salt because i dont know you guys. however i do think she deserves a chance, and so do you. she has the potential to change your life and your heart !
Thank you for sharing your thoughts, it can always be helpful
by Michał ⌖☮Ⓐ; ; Report
Rien ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧｡⋆
Cut her off for her own wellbeing
Confetti boy
Idk I suggest therapy