“a principle suggesting that in order to gain something, something of equal value must be given in return” It scares me in the context of what my ex could gain now seeing that he lost me. It’s a little weird. I know I was his everything. I never wanted to be. But now, he has everything to gain back. I feel like he’s trying to gain back my life by living it. And I fear, he could actually pull it ... » Continue Reading
Me and two strangers i just met today began talking about “synthetic femininity” that straight men have in the fashion industry. “im not gay but that man is beautiful” BABYDOLL YOU LIKE BEING BENT OVER YOU LIKE IT UP THE ASS. you did a double take too and you probably would not be an involuntary celibate if you allowed yourself to like men No one is as interested in talking about percs, abg gir... » Continue Reading
Why do I feel the need to put “I think” in front of everything I say? “I think I want this” “I think I feel this” It might be a confidence thing. I THINK “thinking” is more temporary than feeling or wanting. If I put the term “i think” in front of the sentence, I am safer. All it takes for me to change my mind, is a second. Feeling and wanting a » Continue Reading
Context: I was aware that the 3 or so months before I officially moved to New York, I didn’t feel like me. I had an idea of what I would feel like whenever I did feel like me again. I was yearning to feel that growth. I was yearning to be that idea of myself. And I was stuck in a place where I wasn’t old me and I couldn’t be new me. I have reached the point where I have adopted that “new idea” of... » Continue Reading