abbi

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"in my cave"

she/her, 17, michigan

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starvation

Category: Romance and Relationships

any food sounds delicious when you're starving. anyone's love sounds desirable when i'm affection-starved and lonely. i just crave love in whatever form i can get it- toxic, lustful, fleeting. i'm begging for scraps of passion like a dog at a dinner table. and it's humiliating. » Continue Reading

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bleeding lips

Category: Life

i genuinely cannot stop biting my lips. it's an addiction at this point. it hurts like hell but i can't stop. i bite/peel my lips -> they bleed -> scabs -> i bite/peel them off -> the cycle continues i need advice on how to stop because how am i supposed to have voluptuous kissable lips if they're always dry and/or bleeding » Continue Reading

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i need you

Category: Romance and Relationships

dear future husband, i need you more than ever right now do hurry up i'm growing impatient » Continue Reading

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touch me

Category: Life

i am a physical touch girl in an acts of service world. i struggle with boundaries due to this. physical touch is so wonderful sometimes i wonder why people don't like it (until i remember that sometimes i hate being touched, and therefore i am a hypocrite). i want to hug all my friends. i want nothing more than to cuddle with a lover. unfortunately, i do not have a lover, and some of my friends d... » Continue Reading

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dni list

Category: SpaceHey

please do not interact if you are: discriminatory in any  way (homophobic, transphobic, racist, misogynistic, etc) a zionist, fascist, or nationalist intending to spread hate or negativity maintaining the belief that your religion is superior to all others intending to preach unto me or others a predator or pedophile (i would love to talk to all ages, but as a minor, i must be cautious) judgmental... » Continue Reading

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obsessive love disorder

Category: Romance and Relationships

i get obsessed with people very quickly. when i meet a new person that i become friends with, i get delirious with my excitement and fall into obsession and jealousy. that's my  friend, and no one else is allowed to be around them. i haven't felt love in a while. i was sick with love for a boy in the wintertime and i fear i scared him off. the summer of '23 was my favorite. i dated a boy for the f... » Continue Reading

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cults research

Category: School, College, University

i have a project for school that is worth an entire semester of points. i have decided to do mine on cult psychology. i need sources! if you have firsthand experience- such as having been in a cult or actively in one, recovering after leaving a cult, or know someone with that knowledge- or any books/academic journals/video or documentaries you know of, i'd love to hear it! comment or dm, please! » Continue Reading

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pinterest deactivated

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

my pinterest account got deactivated!! i didn't do anything to get it deactivated. i sent in my appeal. i'm very upset- i love my pinterest with my whole heart. a few minutes of silence to mourn my account, please... » Continue Reading

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notifications

Category: SpaceHey

am i supposed to get notifications for spacehey? i don't get them, either for friend requests or messages and etc. is it supposed to be that way or can i fix it somehow? » Continue Reading

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hunger

Category: Life

it's easier for me to lay in bed with the familiar ache of hunger than to get up and find nothing i want to eat in the kitchen. low appetite, fast metabolism, low motivation. i swear it'll kill me some day. » Continue Reading

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restless leg syndrome

Category: Life

I HATE RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME!!! im taking remeron (mirtazipine) for depression. started on 7.5mg and it gave me horrible rls! it was so bad and it spread up my body to the point i had to walk around my room swinging my arms in circles at midnight. what's even worse is that i take the meds at night because it makes me very drowsy, but the rls it gives me stops me from sleeping! it's an endless cycl... » Continue Reading

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always wanting

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

i think i may never find the one. is it time to give up on love and school and a career and become a nun already? if all else fails, i heard poledancing in clubs is quite lucrative... » Continue Reading

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