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The only way I can describe how I’m feeling is shock. Just complete utter shock. I’ll be honest, I used to tell myself I wouldn’t make it far. I’d be gone before I reached my senior year of high school. I wouldn’t be around after my junior year. I was always so so so convinced I was too stupid and too incompetent and too much of a bummer to get far. I just opened an email. And, boom. College accep... » Continue Reading
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There must be something seriously wrong with me if my parents are doing all the things they should have done with me for my brother. Because what the fuck do you mean you took him to the hospital? What about when I was hurting? Are you kidding me? The fuck??? You caught me with pills a year ago, and you couldn’t even do the bare minimum SHIT for me. You treated me like a fucking MONSTER. I needed ... » Continue Reading
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I’m ngl everything rn lowkey sucks. Being home sucks. I can’t even leave ny own room at this point. Every interaction with my brother is awful. I say one wrong thing and he falls back into a deep depression and then my mom acts like its my fault. I don’t mean. I swear to fucking god I don’t mean to do it. So I just stopped talking to him altogether. Or sometimes I’ll hear him slamming shit aroun... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So what’s funny is that I literally had a whole rant shitting on this guy. I know. And then I deleted it out of shame. Or embarrassment. I don’t know. We’re in a club together, our school’s GSA. Our first meeting was today. And, of course because of my luck, we started talking to each other. I hadn’t spoken to him in like.. a year. A whole year. Our last incident was July 2024 and we cut each oth... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Honest to god I feel like I’ve been stuck in like purgatory for the past few weeks. Like dude I’m not even here. It’s actually so weird. I’ve spent a good chunk of my life just being super depressed and shit. But suddenly just feeling close to nothing is so strange. Like obviously I’ve had some moments where I feel some real shit. I got real pissed out of nowhere seeing this asshole in my gym cla... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Unrelated but I’ve been awake for two days straight because all I have done is think about squid game. Nam-gyu. Thanos. Thangyu. I’m fucked. Absolutely Thangyu pilled and I got to take my fucking SAT next week and I need to actually revisit my college essay. HELLO. In other news FUCK FUCK. Hi. As of like idk rn ig, i’m a high school senior. FUCK. Which is so weird. I can name like three instances... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Because top ten reasons I’m still alive is music. And also I lowkey just wanted to see how long I could make this list with all of the artists that I like. Limp Bizkit, Korn, Deftones, Slipknot, Nirvana, Alice in Chains, My Chemical Romance, Crosses, Ziggy 2000, Yoasobi, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Wisp, Will Wood, Whirr, HIM, Ville Valo, Gerard Way, Jack White, The White Stripes, The Raconteurs, Violent Vi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’m actually upset over shit that is my fault and this is like soooo stupid dude oh my god. I’ll admit it. I ghost people. Not because I like to or because I don’t like certain people. Idk. I know I’ve been dragging people down. Shit’s been happening for a few years. I haven’t gotten better. I probably won’t. It’s why I stop talking to people. I just don’t think I’m worth dealing with sometimes. ... » Continue Reading
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I feel this like weird sinking feeling whenever someone mentions getting therapy around me. Two of my close friends are in therapy. My brother gets therapy. And that’s awesome. I’m glad people are getting help and treatment. I definitely am gonna sound like a dick for this. I get so jealous. Like indescribably jealous. I was supposed to get therapy last year. My parents caught me with pills and i... » Continue Reading
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I just got this fuckass app and idk. My friend was like “lmfao download this so you can yap about your issues on somewhere that isn’t your close friends instagram story.” Okay. Awesome. I’m so gonna use this app often though I got a lot of shit I lowkey don’t talk about. Shit is dropping SOON vro. » Continue Reading
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