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At my lunch break sitting in my car, I feel mildly pathetic but also it sort of feels like I’ve gone home for lunch? Like I’m more relaxed in my own space than taking lunch in the break room so I feel good right now. Work is ticking by semi fast, one person in my department is out and my supervisor is out and so there’s a lot to be done. I have a Dr’s appointment tomorrow, which means I will be ... » Continue Reading
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Well it has been five days since my roommates left me at work with no ride home. I haven't spoken to them in days and I know logically Im within my rights to be upset that they left me. Everyone I've talked to agrees that whatever miscommunication, they should have not left me. Still I hate going home with all this stupid tension in the air. I hate leaving problems unresolved, but they want me t... » Continue Reading
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The last half of my day yesterday royally sucked, it was a culmination of many things that caused me to stay about 20 minutes over at work ( I’m supposed to leave at 5). And my ride home, just left me at work. Said I was taking too long and how because I didn’t text them back it’s not their fault I didn’t have a ride home. They swear up and down they were gonna come back to pick me up and that th... » Continue Reading
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Back at it again! Today started off on a really rough note but not inherently a bad one?? I was about an hour late to work due to traffic so my work day didn’t start at 8 and somehow I feel better? Maybe it’s because yesterday really sucked so today as to be marginally better by comparison. My day at least seems to be going fast and that’s all I can ask for, and I guess I won’t feel as bad leaving... » Continue Reading
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I haven’t posted in a while, life is just funky like that I guess?? The biggest change is been new potion at work that I hate more than what I was doing. Now I’m in a job I hate but also on my feet all the time and forced to be far more social. I know being social is really important but it makes me far more tired than I was. It takes so much effort to come off normal to other people and not off... » Continue Reading
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I need to stop being weirdly vulnerable and then backing away when people legit reach out, but also I wish people didn’t take discord statuses seriously. Like sometimes I’m having a terrible day but I’m going on regardless and I make a status to reflect that, it won’t be anything crazy but not memes or happy cheery things and that’s okay. But whenever I do it I’ve got ten billion people asking me... » Continue Reading
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All I am is sad and angry and even when I feel or think I’m happy I’m not it’s like a fleeting moment of dopamine and I’m hit with a wave of depression afterwards. I didn’t get my PTO for Christmas Eve approved, at least not yet and I’m not sure I will. Because why spend Christmas Eve with my family when I can spend it, at work. I know not everyone is a Christian or celebrated Christina but I thi... » Continue Reading
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Feeling every emotion ever. I’m happy because I’m able to meet expected goals at work but I also desperately want to quit and pursue art full time like I’ve always wanted. My friends love me and willingly hang out to me but I’m also leaving social stuff early because it makes me depressed and I don’t think I’m really fun to be around. At least at work I’m only expected to do the one thing I’m on ... » Continue Reading
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So it’s been like 3 months, I sort of forgot this place existed and I miss screaming into the void of the internet on a space I know that no one I know IRL hangs out on Not that I think my friends would judge me or anything just that, it’s kinda nice to be anonymous, like you people don’t even know my favorite color, or my lucky numbers, or have bore witness to my anger issues I really hate that ... » Continue Reading
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It’s finally fall!! Sort of, I know fall doesn’t technically start until September 25th but if I don’t start trying to enjoy it now I won’t get a fall cause I live in satan’s armpit ( southeast us) I feel like I need to reinvent myself or something and for whatever reason now is the time to do it. Moved houses, living with new people. I want to be a different person in the music I listen to ( to ... » Continue Reading
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I guess this isn’t technically a 2nd entry for yesterday considering it’s now 1am I spent the whole afternoon downloading music to the mo3 player, a lot of the time was numbering the songs so they were in order, a lot of my favorite artists and albums have songs that fade into one another and don’t sound right out of order I do have one artist that was cancelled off the face of the internet, wel... » Continue Reading
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Shorter entry I think, 10 minutes on a break flies by fast, you blink and 5 minutes have gone Anyways my mp3 player has arrived and when I get home I can put all my music on there and I’m hyped for that! Work is steady enough, was hoping to go home a little early but I’m not mad that there’s work to be done and I can get my full 8 hours, it’s not customer service that’s for sure I had like a who... » Continue Reading
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