Screaming into the void 12/23/25

I need to stop being weirdly vulnerable and then backing away when people legit reach out, but also I wish people didn’t take discord statuses seriously. 

Like sometimes I’m having a terrible day but I’m going on regardless and I make a status to reflect that, it won’t be anything crazy but not memes or happy cheery things and that’s okay. But whenever I do it I’ve got ten billion people asking me about my mental health like I’ve posted a suicide note as a status. 

I feel like that’s stupid, but again much like these blogs it’s more fun to scream into the void of the internet and maybe for people to go “ HAH mood” and move on with their day. Not every negative post or status warrants a mental health check especially when I’m just simply not up for talking about it with people. I feel like I gotta laugh it off as a meme or song lyrics so people don’t freak. I know some people use it that way but I’ve never used it that way and I wish it didnt cause and immediate big stir. 

Same with lime Angsty lyrics, ill post will wood song lyrics all the time and its always “ do you need to talk??” Like im posting will wood lyrics what do you think? Maybe th mood is like that cause im not happy but it’s just the pain of existing. Maybe I wanna be mentally ill on main without having a wellness check. Maybe I want be loudly bipolar or whatever. 

Does this even make any sense? I have no idea