Screaming into the Void 2/26/26

At my lunch break sitting in my car, I feel mildly pathetic but also it sort of feels like I’ve gone home for lunch? Like I’m more relaxed in my own space than taking lunch in the break room so I feel good right now. 

Work is ticking by semi fast, one person in my department is out and my supervisor is out and so there’s a lot to be done. 

I have a Dr’s appointment tomorrow, which means I will be a little late to work. I’m worried I’ve lost weight, I really do need to buy a half decent scale or something, might stop at the store on the way home and see if they have anything like that. I know for a fact Walmart would. I stress about these appointments even if I feel like I’m slowly doing okay at life. 

I also made a travelers notebook out of my modular planner binder thing, I like the look of multi notebooks on the travelers notebook but I really gotta stop buying things I do not need, especially if I have something at home that works just the same. So I’ve got my planner part, and then a notebook with a string holding it in place like one of those traveler notebooks. I put a charm I had for a game I like on it as well as stickers and it gives me the same satisfaction as buying a new thing goes, and moderately better because it’s got spots for cards on the inside AND!!! Two pen holders. I love the journaling aesthetic so much and I wanna do more stuff like that. I enjoy being crafty!!

Today my goals when I go home is to get all my laundry done, and maybe start to organize my craft closet a little bit. Tomorrow I play magic with people so Saturday I need to get up and get character sheet stuff done for Lancer as well as some commission stuff. 

Today I’m rambling about nonsense instead of true venting but I think that means I’m gonna be doing okay!