I haven't had a mental breakdown yet but so far I've been close so far my classes are A's and B's but my first practical I failed it and so far I feel like everything is going so fast. It feels like everyone knows what they're doing accept me. I feel very alone in Philadelphia and so far I have two quizzes one of which involves conversions and I'm scared of not doing well. My family pointed out th... » Continue Reading
Culinary school has been stressing me out and I just feel like having a mental breakdown in my apartment and just screaming into the void. I wish I had more friends in this area and I feel so alone in Philadelphia :( » Continue Reading
So far everything is going good at school I got S's in 3 of my classes but recently I took a quiz for my culinary class for the first time and I'm upset that I got two wrong and got a 89% I wrote in my notes that two of the knife cuts are the same measurements but on the quiz I assumed they were different. The other question google says the two knife cuts are different even though my quiz is diffe... » Continue Reading
I moved to Philly for school and haven't made any friends except for one at my school so I hope to make some friends here who love thrifting, going to concerts and going on food runs and adventures » Continue Reading
I know I just had my first week of classes but I only made one friend and I feel alone. I was hoping I would make more friends but so far I haven't made any friends except for my one friend and understandably so she's been feeling under the weather and we haven't hung out much. I might get some Yemeni food tomorrow and go out on a nice walk in University City to get some fresh air. Tonight I migh... » Continue Reading
I know I just had my first week of classes but I only made one friend and I feel alone. I was hoping I would make more friends but so far I haven't made any friends except for my one friend and understandably so she's been feeling under the weather and we haven't hung out much. I might get some Yemeni food tomorrow and go out on a nice walk in University City to get some fresh air. Tonight I migh... » Continue Reading
I've been living in Philadelphia for a few days and so far I wrote about in my most recent blog post about the flies in my apartment and the homeless guy that likes to block my stoop. Today I got to speak to the security from UPenn about the homeless man that likes to camp out on my stoop and I noticed that he was still over there so they went to talk to him. Apparently other people have complaine... » Continue Reading
I had a really bad day today and called a few friends for advice. So recently I've been having issues with flies. My mom saw one fly in my apartment and there was three in my apartment and I killed two idk what happened to the third one. I used to make my parents get the flies back at home so I'm proud of myself for getting two flies on my own. Dealing with all those flies don't help but the thin... » Continue Reading
I have so much on my mind lately including moving into my new Philadelphia apartment. I'm nervous about finding my way around the new city and school and I'm really nervous about passing my classes. I just looked at my schedule and I have classes Tuesday though Friday and my Thursday class is basically 3:00 pm to 11:00 pm and it's simulating a work day at a restaurant. I've had dreams in the past ... » Continue Reading
In 4 days I’ll be in Philadelphia in a new apartment. Getting everything ready has been so stressful and I’ve just been organizing and cleaning out my room and purses so I can bring stuff with me. I’ve been stressed out talking to my therapist since I have so much stuff I need to do. » Continue Reading
1. What does being a leftist mean to me? Being anti capitalist and wanting people to have their basic needs met 2. Do you believe capitalism is inherently exploitative? Yes, they produce wealth inequality and exploit and puts profit over human needs 3. What is a book you would recommend for me to understand your politics? The Communist Manifesto by Karl Marx and the ABC's of sociali » Continue Reading
In about a week and a half I’m going to be moving to Philadelphia in my new apartment. I’ve been looking forward to this move for a long time but now that it’s coming closer I’m really nervous and excited. I’m going to miss my amazing co workers at my job I’ve had for a year. I know I’ll be back during my breaks but I’m still going to miss seeing my co workers often. You would think I would miss m... » Continue Reading