"getting tortured by my thoughts"
I'm just a lonely clown
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Category: Games
I need some genuine advice and please don't troll me I am bad at detecting troll from a real answer. I am playing Undertale for the first time but I already know a little bit I want to get the true Pacifist (I hope it's written right) ending because I Love Toriel she is such a mom but idk how to do it I heard you need to befriend Sans and Papyrus I have befriended them was in Papurus house but did... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Idk if I have empathy Like I have emotions I know I cry at sad scenes in movie get super angry get sad everything I am not emotionless but I don't care about people I can imagine myself in situations like I can imagine myself in the situation of getting hit I wouldn't like it but I still don't care about people who get hit I don't care about people starving or being killed I don't feel sorry for ... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
Can people stop spreading fake news π like genuinely suddenly I hear online like some guy is building I fnaf animal robot that is bullet proof and escaped like it's funny but then people actually belive it ( ´;οΎ;∀;οΎ;) no my sweet child it's not true » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I hate it when my parents say "let's go out" or "just open your window" like I can't and they know it they know I am chronically ill they know I can't that I don't have enough strength and that I get terrible headaches from light and I'm already grieving my past life and the life u could've had if u was healthy but every time they say something like that and keep repeating it knowing I can't and m... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I often hate when people joke about Covid yeah for some it wasn't bad and people can joke about it just always makes me sad because what ro you mean I lost my life to it what do you mean because of one Covid infection my whole life is ruined I can't go to school anymore sometimes I can't even eat or breathe even showering is a fight people dies from it and I'm scared maybe I'll be next when I have... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I've seen people say you can train Concentration with ADHD and I find it cool u also wanna train myself concentration as A ADHD person but it often just doesn't make sense like its alway make lists make your surrounds better turn your phone off and break tasks into little tasks That doesn't make sense tho like lists won't help you shit I can stare at a list for 30 minutes and my brain us still li... » Continue Reading
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Guys how tf do I put photos in spacehey like I what's an URL I know I am just stupid with phone and Internet stuff and everything literally but HOW??? πππ » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
At first let me clarify I don't like these thoughts they are like torturing my mind but sometimes I think of doing disgusting things with my dad and I just can't deal with it anymore I hate these thoughts but I have them I don't know how to stop them but I don't know if this is already incest Might delete this post later :/ » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I think i have Intrusive thoughts it's not the kind you sometimes see on social media "oh my intrusive thoughts won" no like I once was just putting away washed dishes and I held a knife and my thoughts just tell me to stab myself and my parents. I looked at a child just looked i felt nothing and my head told me I'm a pedophile now. I often think of just killing my family throwing myself suddenly ... » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
I don't see anything wrong with Cannibalism itself of course I find it wrong to do that to another human who is not okay with being eaten or to kill a human, but let's say someone hands you a piece of their flesh and says you can eat it. Then I think it would be perfectly fine to eat it. I imagine when it's cooked good and with a good sauce and vegetables it would even taste really good. » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
I myself am a picky eater and a lot of people say "just eat it you get used to the taste" and No you do not. Even in kindergarten I was very picky I got forced to eat things I didn't like because of course they thought ut would help raise chaoldren to not be picky eaters but I did the opposite. Till this day I will gag at even the smell of real milk (I am not talking about lactose free milk that o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
My psychologist said I had Anxiety she just looked at me honestly I was in this group to get tested for autism I hated it there every time new people the games we played where loud it was dirty and the table stood every time somewhere else. She said it was Anxiety. I want to talk about me here just to see if people relate to me. I am scared of my parents what if they hide cameras everywhere to spy... » Continue Reading
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