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Lover Girl

Category: Writing and Poetry

I love my blanket, I love my pillows, I love the sky, I love mangoes, and I love the sweet taste of strawberries. ... Just a small meeting and I grow connection, a bad habit. I love the way the alcohol swirls down my throat, enlightening a warm feeling in my stomach, my chest able to uncoil from my thoughts as I take another sip.  I love the way music can sound out my emotions for when I cannot so... » Continue Reading

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You Are Incomparable

Category: Writing and Poetry

I regret never telling you how handsome you are. I let you think I felt nothing, now in karma's full rein I feel everything . Your sweet smile, your deep blue eyes, the sky brighter when you step outside. You're the light to my darkness, the wood to my fire. Me without you just simply wouldn't make sense in my definition. But I've said this to many piles of wood, I've preached those words into man... » Continue Reading

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My Version of Jealousy

Category: Writing and Poetry

I could treat you so well, I would treat you better then anyone. But it wasn't meant to be. Your smiles are aimed at her, never me. She barely shows love but if it was me you'd never feel that. I would love you with my whole soul, body, you already have my heart.  I toss in bed, unable to sleep knowing she has a piece of your heart that i'll never have. She will always have that love you gave and ... » Continue Reading

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Curiosity Killed the Cat

Category: Writing and Poetry

You text quickly, angling your phone away. You set your phone down and got up to go to the bathroom, curious I checked who you were texting, I knew he thought I didn't know his password, but I do. My heart fell to my stomach as I read the messages. He came out a shocked expression plastered on his face as mine rose to fury. Curiosity Killed the Cat . ... Wheres dad? I asked again and again. Met wi... » Continue Reading

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Just friends

Category: Writing and Poetry

Our shoulders touch, our smiles match, our eyes meet. Our laughs intertwine and fill the quiet cold nights. I reach farther for you as you begin to draw back. I ignore every mistake you make while you ignore me like i'm your biggest one. I could not put to words how much I loved you, you couldn't pretend to whisper any words of love to me. Behind closed doors you sat extra close, smiling extra swe... » Continue Reading

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Lost

Category: Writing and Poetry

I sat in the back seat, my head against the window. I watched the rain drops race, frowning when my raindrop lost. I cuddled my stuffed tiger closer. » Continue Reading

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The One

Category: Writing and Poetry

Strong arms, loving eyes, sweet lips. The one. Who's 'the one'? A man who understands my complex emotions, a man who knows all my flaws and loves me for them as they make up who I   am. The  one , someone who loves me as » Continue Reading

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One Sided Love Story

Category: Writing and Poetry

I smile to you, its not returned. We talk-- rather maybe I talked the whole way home. I look at you with an enamored look that is met with one of disgust. You're perfect In my eyes, your words can make me laugh, your smile can make me yearn, those hands can make me feel. I smile to you, it's not returned. I love you like I've never loved before, I adore you and worship the ground you walk upon.  T... » Continue Reading

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The love bug

Category: Writing and Poetry

I sit in my bed, sheets wrapped around my warm body, my cheeks rosy. I wait for him to answer, I wait and wait, unable to do anything but. I wish I could write as though I thought; obsessively , uncontrollably ,   passionately .  I lay my chin on top of my knees and stare at the wall, I drown myself with thoughts of you. You.. You .. You. All that ever races on my mind, your words, your smirk, you... » Continue Reading

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Beauty standards

Category: Writing and Poetry

Born with flawless, pure skin, perish with wrinkly, aged. Women, loved for golden, sun-kissed skin, loved for soft, alive hair. Kissed for sweet, clean skin. People lining up for introductions, complimenting her looks, her hair, her eyes, her skin, her curves.  She smile sweetly, flashing my pearly whites, throwing a flirtatious wink.  ... She stares at herself in my mirror picking apart her imper... » Continue Reading

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What Really Matters?

Category: Writing and Poetry

I stir, the gentle light shining on my face. Light always bothered me, I can't remember when it didn't. I sit up, rubbing my eyes and lazed to the living room to let the dogs out.  They bark , they howl . I can't get it to stop, they wont stop. Its so loud. Just stop. ... I sit on the cold plastic chair, the room aburst with laughter and whispers. I close my eyes and I put my hands on my ears. I c... » Continue Reading

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Parents

Category: Writing and Poetry

My guardian, my leader, my role model.  I never questioned the screaming. Broken pieces cascading onto the tile, waiting to be sweep and cleaned, only to be ignored.  I never batted an eye as we ran home and stuffed away our house in only a few boxes.  I never asked where daddy was, because, who's that ?  I never stopped listening, working endlessly to make you happy. Enduring the shouts , the dig... » Continue Reading

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