"stalking myself "
17, russian and arab, male
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Category: School, College, University
I just started college 2 days ago, and it's wild. There's around 60k students on campus so its basically a city for students. My first class was sadly math, and he asked us an 8TH GRADE math question to which all 45 students couldn't solve. The professor lowkey had little to no hope left for us and said just try to get a C- so we can pass and go to the next math class. I refuse to turn 18, I'm go... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I wish I could stay 17 forever. Never aging, its the perfect age if you think about it. Your'e still a teen and sort of an adult, not too old to hang out with teenagers and not too young to do adult activities. I would stay 17 if there was a way to stop aging and escape being old. being old in my eyes is a curse cause you look worse, feel tired, can barely do anything anymore. I guess if we make i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
I have been reading alot of books lately including russian novels and I cant understand how people would rather scroll on social media for hours but never pick up a book. It really helped with my attention span honestly. Crime and Punishment, The Brothers Karamazov, War and Peace, Anna Karenina, The Master and Margarita, Doctor Zhivago, Fathers and Sons, One Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich. I c... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I live in a place where its so humid in the summer and freezing in the winter. I would rather the cold over this heat, I cant even step outside without feeling like I'm being microwaved like a hot pocket. I don't understand why people love going to hot places for vacation let alone living in a hot place. I want to be pale, cold skinned, and have an insane iron deficiency. i hate summer. » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I hate how people are scared of death nowadays. Why would anyone love this miserable and imperfect life? I wish I could be a vampire. It may be a curse to some, but the power, bloodlust, and control you have over others are indescribable. I love writing in my diary at random graveyards, often on gloomy days. the foggiier the colder the murkier the better it is. The death and despair makes me happ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I really cant stop drinking these energy drinks. Redbull and monster has been consumed more than water at this point. I can easily go through 8-12 cans a day and I know its bad for me but I just cant stop it feels so good. Maybe ill get a wake up call soon..... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
I hate math so much, what is the point in doing all of these problems. Im currently 3 months in, studying for next year's classes and its so much work. I dream about math, it haunts me every single night. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
For the past few years, my sleep schedule has been so poor. I sleep during the day and stay awake at night. At this point, my eyebags are starting to look like I'm a zombie from some TV show, and most days I don't even remember what happened. The only good thing about this is that the days go by quickly and months fly by without me even realsing, but at the same time I am not truly living life. » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Im so tired of the fake world of social media can't we just go back to simpler times? Nobody acts normal, it all feels fake and people just constantly spread rumors, talk about the most pointless discussions, ragebait others and straight up disrespect each other just out of boredom. I really wish you could just hide in a corner on the internet and never be seen again. » Continue Reading
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