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Category: Life
Today I dreamt that my mother told me to cut myself and when i said no she cut my arm herself. The scary thing is that when I woke up I heard a voice that told me to cut myself over and over again. Luckily I ran to my father so I did not hurt myself. I even gave him my spare blades that I hid for times like this to hurt myself. I know that its bad but I somehow regret that I gave him the blades. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I started seeing weird things again. I dont know anymore whats real and whats not. So many bad things happen at once Im considering to end it all. Im back with my main therapist but im too scared to talk about what i feel. Everything i say or do will somehow make things worse. I dont know anymore if i can handle all this. I have lost hope for my future. This isnt the life i want to live. I just wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The last few days have been very confusing for me. My mother started to not like my main therapist bc she "says exactly what i want to hear" (I dont want to elaborate on that bc of personal reasons). Thats why I have changed to a different therapist and the first session was ok i guess i talked again about what my problems are just like i do everytime i meet a new psychologist or something. Its qu... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Hi my name is Gabriel and my interests are mostly anime and video games. heres a random list of what i like: Zelda Persona Touhou Monster high/ bjd dolls BastiGHG und Papaplatte (german streamers) talking tom and friends i also wrote a small text about me being lonely so you can maybe pity me and be my friend idk » Continue Reading
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