I want to make friends

Hi my name is Gabriel and my interests are mostly anime and video games.

heres a random list of what i like:

• Zelda
• Persona
• Touhou
• Monster high/ bjd dolls
• BastiGHG und Papaplatte (german streamers)
• talking tom and friends

i also wrote a small text about me being lonely so you can maybe pity me and be my friend idk

In the last 5 years ive been bullied, had very bad experience with friends and felt very lonely which made my parents be very overprotective over me and my use of social media. Ive changed now to a new school (for the 5th time i think) and my mother is trying to make me befriend the children she thinks wouldnt bully me. Ever since i changed the country ive felt like my mother makes all the decissions for me and ive felt lonelier than before. I really miss having friends to talk to even if they were bad influences. I just want to be able to laugh at funny things with a friend again or go to the city and look at the bl manga section and laugh at how funny these mangas are. I feel like ive lost the ability to really laugh and be myself when i meet teenagers in my age. The only time i can truly be myself without faking anything is when im alone but even then i dont feel good. Ive been recently diagnosed with asperger and that maybe is the answer as to why im feeling like this.

So basically i miss having friends. Now im just hoping to make friends online so i can feel less lonely when im alone