He climbed the stairs beside the glowing tank, step by cautious step, away from the dark ocean’s pull— drawn to a light he could control, safe behind glass, far from the wild depths below. He fashioned a woman in his image— a character painted with borrowed brus » Continue Reading
Refusal (written with Chat-GPT from a conversation about my feminist critique of Fantastic Four: First Steps) They say the world is ending— and ask if I’ll die quietly. If I’ll smile while they strip me, if I’ll cradle the match as they pour the gasoline. They call me a mother, but mean martyr. Mean: swallow your fear, your fury, your fire. Mean: break yourself into kindling and call it love. But ... » Continue Reading
from summer 2006 So here I am at the computer again, this old computer making me mad again, I don't know why I put up with this stupid computer, no I do know why, it's because it's the only computer I have access to, and without access to the outside world, I feel just like a bird in a cage, only not the caged bird that sings but the caged bird that is silenced. That is how I always was. I could... » Continue Reading
I just read this and it's the best fiction representation of an autistic girl I've ever seen! https://www.amazon.com/When-My-Heart-Joins-Thousand/dp/0062656481 Extremely relatable, though a tough read because it pulls no punches on the kinds of trauma autistic people go through. The title is a reference to Watership Down because the protagonist, like myself, fee » Continue Reading
When Myspace went down I saved my old blog entries. Here's one: Summer DateCreated 7/14/2006 12:43:00 PM PostedDate 7/14/2006 12:11:00 PM Body » Continue Reading
Continuing caring for creatures in my spaceship, and in the Creatures 1 world added with a mod! Creatures 3 https://www.twitch.tv/syphatechno » Continue Reading
Hey Internet, I remember when I used to post on LiveJournal a lot. I still have one, but haven't used it in a long time. I was excited to hear about SpaceHey. I've mentioned it to people I know, but unfortunately none of them have seemed interested so far. I hope I can meet some new people on here. I recently reached Twitch Affiliate! I was aiming for it for a few years and am really excited. I ho... » Continue Reading
Minecraft Skyblock stream tomorrow at 6 and reading aloud Watership Down stream on Saturday at 6! EST https://www.twitch.tv/syphatechno/schedule » Continue Reading
Fragments of forgotten cities— streets folding into silence, windows staring like empty eyes, ghosts of footsteps that no longer trace. Machines hum in distant factories, wires tangled in a web of forgotten signals, waiti » Continue Reading
Words spill like rivers, flooding quiet rooms, searching for meaning in the endless noise. A house inherited, doors left open, inviting presence, but shadows waiting » Continue Reading