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An Acrobat's Failure (2)

Category: Books and Stories

Note: This Will Be Updated Frequently, and isn't the final product. Lacking. I couldn't stop thinking about the argument I had with Vlad. I couldn't sleep all night, and the sky is starting to wake up, going from pitch black to a rich indigo colour. No moti » Continue Reading

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An Acrobat's Failure (I haven't thought of a name for the novel yet)

Category: Books and Stories

AND SHE STICKS THE LANDING! The crowd cheers for me again, oh, how I love that sound! After the show was over, Vlad asked me to meet him backstage. To praise me for another job well done, I suppose, but I don't need his praise, I know I'm beyond all compliments he'd ever give me. The warm red and yellow tent, and the gas lamp making it seem more inviting. He sits back at his table, resting one fo » Continue Reading

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Watching the world move onwards.

Category: Blogging

This is something I've been thinking of for a while that's been really getting to me.  I live in a pretty old neighbourhood, like 25+ years old, and there's nothing really new going on in my life, I've been living in that same apartment, doing the same things, all the time. Recently, new buildings have been showing up; new malls, new supermarkets, new clubs, a whole new settlement that's being bui... » Continue Reading

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Blame the person; not the religion.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

It's crazy how a term like islamophobia exists , but you've never heard a word such as Christianityphobia, or jewphobia, or for any other religions.  Why? Why does such a term even exist? Why do » Continue Reading

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Do periods bring out the "real" you?

Category: Blogging

During periods you go through some SERIOUS mood swings. It's different from one person to another, some get extra sensitive, som get extra mad, some get extra depressed, so on and so forth. But lately I've been thinking, what if the mood swings you're getting during that time is the real you, the person you actually are? Because, on normal days, you have some control over yourself, relatively at l... » Continue Reading

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An old novel idea I had that I never got to.

Category: Books and Stories

I had this novel idea about this girl that gets a really bad illness, so she has to stay in the hospital on life support so she wouldnt die.  Every night, when the hospital is dead silent, she falls into this weird dream with a bunch of doors, and every door is a bad memory of hers that she relives, and her life is mostly made up of bad memories so there's a bunch she goes through.  Anyway, after ... » Continue Reading

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Why I think unconditional love doesn't exist.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Unconditional love means you'll love someone no matter what, but in reality do you really believe that? It's always give and take, even if it's not really a balanced deal, it's still a give and take deal. It's always "I love them because ," there's always a because . I think as humans nothing about us is pure, and so pure love amongst us doesn't exist. » Continue Reading

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My childhood death wish.

Category: Blogging

I wished that I would die as a kid so that I'll go to heaven straight away, because if I grew up then my actions would have consequences that could potentially lead me to hell. Instead of wanting to work on myself and become the best version I could be, I chose the easy route of simply dying. I was willing to miss out on all the amazing things life could offer so I wouldn't have to go through any ... » Continue Reading

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How Ai chatbots are the result of lost human connection.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Of course, that's not true in all cases, and sometimes people need some creative juice, but I'm talking about when people use them as a coping mechanism.  Now, is it bad using chatbots as a coping mechanism? No, absolutely not, and there's no shame in it. What I want to shed light on is why it has become this way in the first place.  Through the evolution of social media, the growing social norms ... » Continue Reading

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It's the burden of faliure or the regret of never trying.

Category: Blogging

And that kinda sucks.  But then there's this sliver of hope, that maybe, just maybe, if I try I'll succeed. Of course, that's much easier said than done.  I have an overthinking problem, sometimes it gets so intense that I can't sleep at night, just rethinking that same scenario over and over again, "I should've said this," "I should've done that," "I shouldn't have said that." It eats away my bra... » Continue Reading

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To hope is to live. To live is to suffer. To hope is to suffer, but all will be worthwhile.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

ولا تتوقف عن المكافحة، ولا تتوقف عن التحلي بالأمل، فلا عيش بلا أمل، ولا عيش بلا معاناة، وفي النهاية نرجع للتراب الذي ولدنا منه، ولكن أفكارنا مخلدة. » Continue Reading

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Death was sitting at the edge of my bed.

Category: Books and Stories

I couldn't breathe, but it didn't feel like I needed to. It felt like I was in a constant state of suffocation that isn't actually hurting me. It was so uncomfortable. I was paralysed in my place, all I could do was move my eyes. My room was dark, much darker than it should be, and the door to my room was open. Did I leave it open? And then my eyes fell on... him. A cloaked figure, barely visible,... » Continue Reading

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