So, this month I turned 20. Yesterday, I got my driver's license. Pretty big and exicting things happening. My mom gave me the car keys to drive myself to work this morning since I work a 7am shift. As I was driving, I switched the radio station and the song 'If You Love Her' by Forest Blakk started playing. I enjoy that song very much, I'll link it if y'all wanna listen to it. (It's a really good... » Continue Reading
Got some of my dream from last night! I was walking in an open field with a group of people I didn't know. As we were walking, werid alien looking things appeared. Suddenly the group started to fight them off. I looked around and everyone was dressed like a power ranger. I looked down and saw I was the pink power ranger so I joined in with fighting. We stopped fighting then continued to walk. » Continue Reading
Good evening y'all! Or maybe good night? Or good morning? I am writing this past 12am, so idk what to say, but HELLO!!! I've decided to start writing book reviews on books that I have finished reading. After I write and post this, I'll be writing a mix of book reviews of recently read books. Like probably the ones I have written down in my book journal recently. ANYWAYYYY, in a way this may just e... » Continue Reading
Welp, my birthday was yesterday (6/11) and I'm not officially 20. Happy to say that I can be counted as an actual adult for once. I had a pretty good day yesterday. First, I did my nails. I like to design and do my own nails, I got a acrylic nail kit for Christmas and it's amazing. Doing my own nails is better than spending like 60-70$ at the salon. I made a Mamma Mia themed set because that was m... » Continue Reading
Heyyy, got another dream for yall. It's also my birthday today, finally 20!! May post bout my day later tonight, but here's the dream. I was down at SeaSide Heights in New Jersey, Jersey Shore. I was talking over to a ramp to head up to the beach, but instead I started going downstairs. I ended up in the big thing of water (it was like a staircase filled with water.). I started to swim to the back... » Continue Reading
For the longest time that I can remember, I've had sleeping problems. It's mostly me falling asleep; once I do fall asleep, I'm able to stay asleep. Since summer started, my sleeping problems started up again. With my past 3 therapists, we were supposed to figure out something to help me with sleeping. I never can keep a therapist, yes I got lots of issues, but fuck therapy I guess. I feel diffe... » Continue Reading
Happy June and Happy Pride Month yall! The countdown till my birthday begins, but here's my dream I remember. I was in a school being taking a tour. It was a high school. Suddenly the bell rang and I was running to class. I stopped to talk to someone. Me and her then went to a room together. We were on the balcony overlooking the music room. This music room was the room from the show Glee. As we w... » Continue Reading
I woke up early this morning and then fell back asleep. I know I had two dreams but I don't remember the 1st, so here's the 2nd one I was in a werid playhouse area (think McDonald's play place but 100 times bigger). I was crawling around in it until I found the exit. The exit let me to my camper up at my campsite. I get in the camper but it seems like a werid old office. Outside the office the pla... » Continue Reading
Here's my dream from last night it was pretty longer I was in the woods, there was a table out there, people was having sex on it. I walk away from it to see people setting up a Christmas tree. People all come out and makes a circle around the place. I say I have to leave real quick. I left to grab something and the place turned completely blank. A giant shelf grew out of the ground and files and ... » Continue Reading
Just woke up, here my dreams, Unsure how it started off, but I was flying around with Peter Pan and Tinker Bell. Peter and Tink were having an argument the whole time. I then was Wendy and the other two boys from Peter Pan joined us. We were all flying around until Peter got arrested. We went to the jail cell and tried to think of how to get Peter out. The villian from Meet The Robinsons then cam... » Continue Reading
It just takes one little wake-up call to realize a bunch of stuff. There was something I was holding hope for, nothing big, but a little. I had a dream about a certain someone then I was thinking maybe I should reach out. I go onto facebook then see the person I was going to reach out too, changed there profile picture to someone else, then it hit me. I'm dumb for holding any hope for any relatio... » Continue Reading
Welp, I'm in a mood. I can't exactly describe this mood, but I know it's from depression. It's finals week of the semester, I move out Friday, and then summer begins. I got like this last spring, too, but that's because I was dealing with a lot of problems. I don't like when I get into these moods, it makes me feel like shit but I don't want my friends knowing that I'm not myself. (If you're my ... » Continue Reading