Okay, I might get fired because of Yuki but at this point I don't really care. I don't really care for anything at this point, I don't even wanna get better. If I'm gone then I don't have to deal with anything anymore and I'll get to be with Matthew. So a win is a win! » Continue Reading
Yiroshi, he's a peculiar friend of mine. If I can even call him that, I used to really like him until after February 19, 2003. He grew distant and I thought he was an idiot for holding onto her as she is now dead. But now I really understand, I already understood. I just hated how he grew distant and never spoke anymore, it was weird to me. I quite never really liked Helena, she was quiet. Way too... » Continue Reading
Why would you lie. I loved you once, I truly did. Sometimes I feel like I still do, but I shouldn't. You ruined my life, the reason why I'm fucking insane. If I come crosses with you again, I think I'll lose my mind. I never want to hear your name fall from anyones lips again, you disgust me. I despise you with every core of my body but yet I still yearn for the way you treated me. That wasn't lov... » Continue Reading
I can't do this without him anymore, I need him. He was the only one to make me happy, but he's dead. I was obesessed with him, I still am. He was the only one who understood me and didn't leave me because of how I act. He actually cared. But he's gone, I will end myself if it's the last thing I do. I am not dealing with this bullshit anymore, I hate everyone. I want to be dead, buried, in a grave... » Continue Reading
My birthday was two days ago, I didn't celebrate since I spent it in the hospital. No one said anything to me, I guess they don't care or something. Happy late birthday to me. » Continue Reading