this is so serious, ive been writing a fanfic on ao3 recently and everything has been going fine, i was really excited to develop the story and its kinda good for once. But then what happens? ART BLOCK. I cant write anything, i don't know how to write anything, i don't know whats gonna happen on the next chapter which is crazy because i have the whole plot and arcs figured out I just cant fill the... » Continue Reading
GUESS WHOS GOT THE MONEY AND THE PLAN TO GO SEE MCR IN 2026!!!!!! its me Im really happy i didnt think i could achieve this on my own, life is beautiful again and i might even get to change my major in college next year. Theres so much going on but after today i just feel better and lighter and happier and just AWESOME. My life might not be the best but sure isn't the worst out there im sure other... » Continue Reading
i just applied for a j*b. Thats who i am now, freshly 18 and applying for j*bs and going to college and having no friends because our schedules dont let us. am i just getting a j*b because i want to see mcr? yes, but the intention doesnt matter in this situation, what matters is that adulthood is kinda kicking in? i dont need money just to see mcr, i need it to help my mom PAY BILLS. Who can affor... » Continue Reading
im going insane right now i cant think of anything other than these songs omg theyre like carved in my brain forever and i cant let it go. Anytime im not thinking i start singing the ghost of you I CANT STOP!!!!! this shit is so addicting maybe im going through my emo phase, and if its not a phase then im fucked for the rest of my life i cant live without gerard way screaming lyrics into my ears w... » Continue Reading
its been a while since i've posted anything here, its just bc i didnt feel like writing anything at all during this break and also there's nothing to write about. these days have been so boring and dull that I didnt feel like doing anything besides doomscrolling on my phone and even doing that has became so boring that I returned to spacehey to vent about it. Even with free time and liberty to go... » Continue Reading
I AM FREE (not completely) from college. I passed 3 out of 5 classes i had and I'm so happy I'm getting tranfered to my friends campus. Next semester is gonna be fireeeee. Also, now that summer break is comming i have no idea of what to do with my free time. I mean, I do have some stuff i've been writing for fun and my friends are finally gonna be free for our next rpg session, but besides that I ... » Continue Reading
College fuking sucks but you already know that. So i'm bringing a hot topic into discussion (not the store). What is up with capitalism and pockets on jeans. Why shouldn't a girl have pockets on her jeans? Why is it so hard you capitalist pigs???? Just because I'm a woman, doesn't mean I need a purse for everything. Sometimes I just need a pocket for my phone and a pocket for my wallet, and that's... » Continue Reading
College might be actually killing me. Oh my god, how long will it take until I can take a break from those boring classes, the faces of people I don't know and the urge to go back to bed when I wake up everyday? Everything has been so exhausting to me, I don't sleep before midnight and there's so much work to be done. I wish I could just go back home from a tiring day and go to sleep or read a boo... » Continue Reading
HI ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE BEEN HERE ITS BECAUSE COLLEGE IS KILLING ME INSIDE I HATE IT HERE. I HAVE AN ESSAY DUE ON TUESDAY, A PRESENTATION TO WORK ON MONDAY, AND THIS WEEK IS GONNA KILL ME ALIVE. BESIDES THAT I ALSO AGREED TO MAKE A SLIDES PRESENTATION FOR A FRIEND AND I HAVEV NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT. ITS ALSO DUE ON MONDAY. VACATION WENT GREAT I LOVED THE CONCERT IT WAS SO AMAZING AND THERE WA... » Continue Reading
I haven't got much to talk about these weeks, everything has been pretty normal or boring enough for me not to comment on. I am probably changing my campus and I'll see my friends more often which is amazing but I unfortunately I hate my major and that's why they shouldn't let teenagers choose what they want to do for the rest of their lives. But, seriously I fucking hate this major, I have a test... » Continue Reading
I have no thrift stores close to me but I study next to a whole ass mall with no alternative stores, I know how to sew and have needle and thread to use, I just have no idea of what to do to make my clothes look nice last long enough. I love wearing low waist and flared jeans, shirts can be oversized or skin tight, I like both. Graphic tees are a yes and I only have two pairs of all stars and some... » Continue Reading
I forgot to write this down last time, but I finally cleaned my room. I can walk freely again and there's no dust in my desk, I'm happier now. Also, classes are back and I've never felt so chill about it. I still have no friends there and I don't casually talk to anyone but I'm starting to accept that and the idea of being the mysterious/weird/cool girl that no one knows anything about is kinda aw... » Continue Reading