ok college still sucks

I ACCIDENTALLY CLOSED THE TAB WHILE WRITING I HATE MYSELLLLFFF.

Anyway I got a 4.4 grade, I'm really sad about that and I can't see my friends until next week, I'm probably depressed or maybe is just period hormones, maybe not because I feel awful any day of the month. The new professor sucks I fucking hate her she took my free time and her class is too weird. I just wanna turn 18 so I can legally start smoking and get a little peace from this lifestyle. Something in me just yearns for a cigarette and that's totally not healthy but I can't help myself.

I feel like a faillure. I hope it gets better.

And I was gonna write more but I'm angry that my tab accidentally closed so that's what you're having.

Song of the day: To Be So Lonely by Harry Styles I am allowed to be just a girl