maybe im just a girl

College might be actually killing me. Oh my god, how long will it take until I can take a break from those boring classes, the faces of people I don't know and the urge to go back to bed when I wake up everyday?

Everything has been so exhausting to me, I don't sleep before midnight and there's so much work to be done. I wish I could just go back home from a tiring day and go to sleep or read a book and enjoy myself for once. I really hope this is just the procrastinator spirit dying in me and this is over soon, but if it isn't, I fucking hate this college life. It's not fun, I don't have friends and I don't go to parties or bars on friday nights. If a student can't have a little fun to forget about the classes, then what is it worth doing this for? I can't take another day of writing a seminary in the middle of the night without a little compensation. A little fun moment with my friends, a good night of sleep, a 4 day week or a canceled class. I'm not asking for too much, just for something that makes this part of my life worth again.

Or maybe I need to stop fucking around like an idiot and crying that I can't get anything right, this is grown people stuff and I have to start acting like it. But I'm just a girl.

Song of the day: Just a girl by No Doubt