for as long as i can remember, in real life and later online, i have associated myself with snails. they're my favorite animals and i have always seen qualities of myself in them. but the more i think about my childhood, i realize this might not have been a good thing. i believe that as i was growing up i internalized all the negative traits that were associated with snails. always slow, with lit... » Continue Reading
these days i have so much mental energy that occasionally needs to be exercised with music. so i get up, i pace around like a lizard in its enclosure. i dance a little bit. i do it until i'm too exhausted to even write about anything that i've thought about during my day or during whatever my mental outbursts are. that term implies that it's negative but whatevs. ironically, sometimes i listen to ... » Continue Reading
OKAY after getting my cd in the mail, being very distracted by some other things and having to fix my terrible sleep schedule i finally was able to calm myself down enough to fully document everything that came in my new cd because i love doing that with cds. anyway this is my review of the cd version of siren by susumu hirasawa my beloved!!! i'm so happy to have this album physically, it means a ... » Continue Reading
my partner and i went out last night and i didn't find what i was looking for at one of the game stores we go to but i got some pride pins cause i'm gay and i'm getting used to calling myself gay i guess. idk why i didn't think i was gay when i was already out as nonbinary but it makes sense honestly. i was comparing myself too much to cis gays and i realized that there are way more ways to be gay... » Continue Reading
gee whiz i sure do love to talk about myself when i'm given the chance. i tried to narrow down my interests section and it's still long. idk i like things i wish i could say swears here. didn't know this signing up until a whole section of my bio got deleted when i tried uploading it. sorry i'm a loathsome f word enjoyer who is making up for my straight-laced teenage years. seriously you guys stil... » Continue Reading