yo what the heck i have a crush on another boy lol. is it too fast? but hes so cute but idk i think we both dont wanna rush things. maybe dating isnt even the right thing to do right now yeah should i tell him? idk oh god but hes so cute he got that pathetic stare....... i bet he yearns : < ok may God mempertemukan(?) us in our prime now lock in TKA is in 6 months!! » Continue Reading
Halo, izin nge-vent di sini karena ga tau mau cerita ke siapa :D Juga buat kenang-kenangan aja hahaha siapa tahu besok di masa depan beneran » Continue Reading
like last night, i regret that i didnt do anything while the power is still on i lock myself in my room and stare at the ceiling thinking, am i really deserving to live? or im just a burden to everything and everyone? or maybe im just nothing, not bad nor good i hate blackouts like last night, i fell asleep and not wake up immediately when the power is on and be a real life failure » Continue Reading
i feel like these days i put effort for boys too much. everything i do, i think about "oh, he would like this. oh, one time i see him liking a post about this." and i hate myself for it. that's the reason i'll keep committing to be single until im mature enough. i cant be having a boyfriend right now. no, not yet. i dont even know how to know myself, let alone love myself. i will keep improving, p... » Continue Reading
i felt so happy these days :3 thank you God today im fasting :0 but ion feel hungry at all! maybe it's because im too busy i went home at 6pm.. that's fine tho today i stare at my crush longingly, wishing we could just talk do we have something in common? oh maybe i shouldn't make crushing on someone my entire blog post im so happy today :3 hope tomorrow will be great too! » Continue Reading
SOMEONE SENT MY CRUSH A SONG AT SENDTHESONG.XYZ WITH. HIS. FULL. NAME. AS THE RECIPIENT NAME. i feel betrayed..... thought im the only one...... no...... the song was all i wanted by paramore and the note is 'you were all i wanted' wait, WERE?? so not anymore? bro cmon » Continue Reading
if i have a boyfriend, we will play minecraft together building our house next to each other or maybe a little bit far, so there'll always an excuse to walk you (or me) home we'll live in a peaceful village, or adventuring somewhere beyond our imagination, or just go mining together, protecting each other from mobs or go fishing together, i dont know maybe eat the grilled fish afterwards near the ... » Continue Reading
TODAY I SAW MY CRUSH TALKING TO OTHER GIRL!!! omg i never feel so disappointed b4. but it's okay i know my place (i never talk to him at all). but i wish.. at least he notice me even for a small thing. hey crush, would you read this? other cool thing that happened today is i recorded a song on a studio with my friends for a school assignment. it was fun. and then at the end they play a song "nina"... » Continue Reading